"Looks like i need to brush up my time management.... XD"
hey people.... it has really been a while since i last posted.... sorry about that!.... was caught up with work and stuff.... So i am back... and i promise to post something at least once a week.... haha...
Ok... so where do i start? Well work has been quite an experience for me.... constantly working on things that we studied on in our course was very interesting.... And getting some serious moolah at the same time.... haha.... well i am earning my highest amount of my entire life at the moment.... haha.... Havent you noticed the names they give to jobs? It sounds really cool.... to explain a job thats really quite ordinary.... hai... I mean "Green Mark Executive" sounds nice on paper.... but thats about it... haha... we still do a lot of saikang....
Anyways, recently the weather has been like crazy... raining one moment, then sunny the next... and i still dont understand why it always rains on monday at around 6 plus.... I wanna play soccer leh.... then of all days choose mon.... of the 24 hours of mon, rain at that time.... zzzzz.... Somemore i bought new gloves then still havent got to try it out yet....
Erm... been really neglecting my jap as well... haha.... havent gotten to do my last 3 weeks of homework.... Everyday after coming home, i tell myself.... come on!... got to do work.... then when i sit down at my table, i look at the questions and go, tomorrow still got time.... haha... must wake up my idea soon... if not gonna waste so much money then never take my studies seriously....
Its times like these that i realise it was a good thing that i didnt ask her out.... no time -_-.... always busy with this and that.... almost no time even spent at home... I see my parents like on average 35 mins a week... 5 mins before i go to sleep..... cant be always like that right? Then probably gonna waste her time too.... I also realised how good distance is in helping to forget.... haha... Anyways, on the point of relationships, Johnson just got a GF.... That is like a WTF moment.... haha.... I went to my office, logged onto FB... then "WTF!!!"... haha....
Ok to end off this post, I just need to highlight the significance of Good Friday... It seems like an ordinary friday just with an extra holiday, but it isnt!!!.... Its the day that the Lord died for us and our sins.... what can be more amazing than that.... we cant imagine dying for another unknown person's sins.... Imagine a God willing to die for you and me.... and i just got to post this because i have many friends that do not even know what Good Friday symbolises.... This is a beautiful song that i want to share.... hope it speaks to the very heart of every person that listens to it.... till next time!!!!! じゃ、また (Ja mata, see you soon)!!!
Ok.... hi people, Long time no see... haha.... it has been a long time since i last posted something on here.... ok... i know i said i will update this page on Monday.... well I lied XD.... haha.... no la was really caught up with work and stuff... and it doesnt help that my house PC is in my brothers room...
Ok.... so getting to business... how has my life been? one word.... STAGNANT.... haii.... New stuff to update? I got a job as a temp staff in TP since the last post.... good pay =)... I wont disclose here XD..... later people come and extort my money.... haha.... Love life.... nothing.... well i even lost track of "her". Not even sure if shes in Singapore.... haiiisss... Well the last time i saw her was the last day of the class chalet....
Anyways, I also got called up for an interview for NTU.... wow.... wonderful... i get to travel from East to West... all the way from tampines to Boon lay.... super far sia.... 1 hour 20 mins on the MRT.... During the interview very scared... sit down like want to pee in my pants like that.... lol.... got like 20 ppl in the meeting room for the interview and written test.... During the written we had to write an English Compo... haha.... like a 1 hour paper in 30 mins.... Doing that time hor, chuah tio... the others all like proffessor like that.... plan compo, write like super long and like a lot of things to say.... hai....
We were supposed to write about "why people have accents". I thought for 2 mins.... then started writing.... Luckily never scould gui los in the paper... (Well they are the people with accents..... I mean What the hell does G'Day Mate mean? haha...) Cause the interview that time was with an English Proffessor.... Ang mo fella... haha... Well at least I made some friends with the peole at the interview....
On the way back to TP, (yes... I travelled all the way back by MRT again....) I got a call from NUS.... "Please come down for an interview for the course on Real estate...." Sianzzz.... Going to do "Cross-country" again..... literally..... haha.... but I am very happy that these proffessors have even shortlisted me.... cause my GPA drop like crazy.... add the MP that time, then drop like 0.8.... now I have to fight with 3.88 people.... hai...
So anyways, the road is still long ahead.... and I am positive everything will work out in the end.... Like how order was restored in Man Utd's win against Liverpool.... haha.... It may take a little luck, but the results the only important thing.... All in God's time they say.... Well, gotta get back to work now.... still got Japanese homework to do.... crap... haha.... so many things.... so little time....
Ps. Cai Yi, My blog is not corrupted.... The stupid IE corrupts it.... Use Mozilla!!!! haha....
Hey people... Its been a while... haha... been really caught up with school work, jap homework and church stuff.... really tired man.... hai... haha... anyways, I hope i can blog more than once a week.... but Wednesday seems to be the best night when nothing is really on.... So i will blog every Wednesday and hopefully one other day.... So tune in on wed nights =) Anyways... viewership has been at a all time low.... haha
I dont see many comments and my blogs been really ghostly recently.... (so if you are still reading.... post something on my tagboard... then i know i am not talking to myself.... haha XD) Ok... now that thats out of the way, FLSM is killing me.... studying to become a FSM is not easy.... haha.... I am totally amazed at myself for not flunking my past semesters... cause I think its really through divine intervention that i made it this far....
Along with that.... I am building up my Japanese homework.... argg... I have to make sure I hand it up on time next week... 3 weeks lagging already... Anyways, I am totally happy with my monday soccer and tuesday basketball... slowly i think i am improving.... also, I am actually quite suprised at my NAFPA results... passed all except chin up and standing broad jump (which i think i flopped only that day... last time can jump 220++... that day only jumped 198.... zzzz)
Time to work out.... anyways, I am counting down the days to Feb with dread... cause 1st is finally the day i give up.... I feel like a super long drama serial that irritates you by not ending.... haha.... keep talking about the same things.... Sometimes I wonder why you guys read it.... haha.... so ya... unless something drastic happens, or someone can talk me out of it, I am gonna do it.... ok... really tired... here's a song for you guys.... see you guys soon!!! (hopefully...)
HERE WITHOUT YOU
3 DOORS DOWN
A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me
Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh
Hi people... its been a while.... but this is through no fault of my own... haha... my internet got zonked out when we moved house... yup i moved house to Ang Mo Kio... will get some pics uploaded.... (I can see the Singapore Flyer!) 30th storey leh... can see the CTE from here....
anyways, I am slipping in my grades.... time to buck up... i will try my best!!! Ya... about the roadblock and end of the road thing, I think by January i will be giving up T-T... you know what it is... hai... consider myself suay for liking a girl that is so difficult to get... haha.. ok... gtg.... see you guys... i will leave you with this mash up... really nice.... =)
Hi people!... haha.... I know I first said 2 days.... but look.... 8 days have passed and finally I have time to blog.... haii... First of all! A VERY HOLY, BLESSED AND MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ONE AND ALL!!!! Haha.... feels good to blog after so long.... Anyways my days not blogging were full of activities...
2 weeks ago, had 2 camps and 4 driving lessons to go to.... add that to the normal day's activities and my jap class, and you get a very tired and burned out Alex.... haha.... But i really enjoyed myself in those 2 camps.... first the OTC was fun for the times i was there.... The Log people are so easy to get along with compared to other groups... I may even dare to say the I guides... they really welcome you and make you feel at home with them... The second camp was my Altar Server's camp.... really fun stuff.... we planned the whole amazing race kind of camp.... Really amazing race.... the groups were everywhere around Singapore and the logistics for the camp was crazy.... but we managed to pull it off!!!... haha.... there will be pictures uploaded soon.... ^^
I am happy to say that I am no longer driving like a crazy maniac anymore... haha... managed to learn how to control the car.... not a Michael Shumacher kind of driver, but I think I should be able to pass... - hopefully God will answer my prayer!!! By the way, Congrats to Joey for passing her TP test today....(applause!) haha...
So anyways, last week was a good week for rest... stayed at home and caught some well deserved winks... played a bit.... ok la a lot of FIFA 10... cursed Ferguson for doing stupid tactics at Craven Cottage.... and on the eve of the eve of Christmas (haha.... I just had to do that XD), went out with Johnson and ZhiYan... do some really last minute Christmas shopping.... spent like $140 - arrggg.... heart pain.... - for my family's presents and had some fun posing with the ION's Christmas Tree.... pics are below =)... sorry, lazy to add captions... haha
Christmas eve was a real rush.... completed like 26 Christmas cards with personal messages to all my church peeps in 1 hour, 21 minutes and 43 seconds... haha... ok la I didnt time the writing.... but it was around that timing.... then went down for mass at 8pm.... stayted there all the way till the 12 midnight mass =).... that is really the highlight of the year.... Its a time where the choir sings really well, the servers move in unison, and the people actually dress nicely...
After that, we had a family dinner / supper / breakfast.... haha... its at 3am in the morning... so ya... haha... rested then on Christmas day, went to my uncle's place for extended family Christmas party.... really fun... hopefully will get the pictures soon....I swear i am gonna get fat cause of all the eating... haii.... NOOO!!!... I dont want to spend 5 months on that God-forsaken "resort island".... (T-T)....
Ok.... haha... last night's Singapore Idol Finale was my first episode of this season XD.... haha... I totally felt that Sylvia was better by miles... (no offence to sezairi fans...) and her renditions were really captivating... ah well... hopefully she can get better and come out with an album soon =)...
ROONEY REDEMPTION!
Ok, haha... here comes last night's match... Rooney was awesome man... haha... he may have caused the opponent's goal, but he totally made up for it... assisting the other 2 goals.... if only i could play with a 1/4 of his ability.... haii.... haha... ok... finally, i am extending my promise a few weeks ago... I am not gonna give up yet.... hope you remember what i said XD... ok to end off this really, really long post, here is one of my favorite songs now....It also explains my feelings now...
KINGS OF LEON, USE SOMEBODY
Just a thought....: Isn't it funny that i dont dare to say 1/2 of these things to people I know, but i can do it to the 2 billion strangers that use the internet today....
Hi people... i am back from my close to 2 week hiatus..... hahaha.... well been having exams of late o wait.... having AN exam of late.... haha.... only one paper! But be sure that I gave my 100% for it.... Anyways, I got a guy for the class christmas present exchange... haha.... Wah... this time sure broke one.... he is richer than me XD..... Anyways, I think its alot better than getting her, so if I do give something to her, it will not be like I got no choice than got to give her a present.... Now I am in a dilemma.... should I try asking her out? This may sound funny, but I am afraid of what people say... I always said I wanted to be a priest, so i am sort of going agasinst what I have always said if I go ahead... ARRRGGGG.... haii.... so how? so how? Why am I getting headaches over something that has not even happen? hahaha.... I dunno la....
Anyways, that day after the exam, we went out Johnson, Zhiyan, Aaron, Qing Wen and me... haha... Plus Clement, Nadiah and Terry joining us for lunch... so after lunch at swensens, (I want the pictures Nadiah...=P) we went to Kallang leisure park for a movie.... Clement and Nadiah left to meet their friends and cousin resectively.... amazingly, Terry didnt go to bugis.... XD.... this time was Bishan... haha.... went to find his GF which he threw aside to join us for lunch.... haha..... so wei da right?
Went to watch "couples retreat" (my movie rating will be in the next post.... yayy) after meeting up with Yeelyn.... After that went to the archade.... lol.... Zhiyan was hooked on the drum thingy.... haha... she played for 1 hour leh.... after that a piece of history was made.... I went to KBOX for the fist time in my life (I want the pictures... anybody who was there... haha... dunno who took them ).... lol.... luckily zhiyan was there if not look like 4 guys si lian ai already, go there and sing all the emo songs... haha.... had fun.... Never imagined that singing out of tune for 4 hours was so fun.... haha.... and we only paid for 3 hours XD.... The experienced k boxers said if they dont call us to go, we no need to go.... wah... haha.... after that went home... It was the most fun I have had in a while....
Anyways, I got to go, maybe fret about how to ask her out, or even whether to ask her out... zzzzzzz.... bye!
Anyways, here is the playlist for the day =)
lol.... sorry been hooked on red cliff... so here is a nice song... though a tad bit old...
Hi people... damn sleepy liao... woke up this morning then started doing my jap homework... wah... 8 pages is not fun haha... Also, I am officially broke... zzzz.... paid $300 for the new semester... and then now I find out that "she" may not be continuing... hai.....
And then I did the stupidest thing possible... haha... I had to have itchy hand to sms her and ask if cause got money problems so need my help... (-_______________________________-)... I think maybe insulted people... lol... for all those out there still wanting a love life, dont commit the same suicide as me... hahaha... Ah well....
"A Christmas without Christ"
"ION's tree =) (favorite tree... reason? see last post)"
Anyways, went down to Orchard and while walking, I saw the Christmas lights... Started wondering if people really started to forget why Christmas is celebrated.... Decorations nowadays are totally void of Jesus... (Well... come on, it is his birthday on Christmas...) I cant believe an overweight guy in a gaudy red suit and some flying deers can overshine God... haha.... maybe its a sign of the times... haha...
but i must say this year's light up is really nice... My dad said that this year Singapore will make it very nice cause we very kiasu... dont want to lose face during last week's APEC... haha... quite true...
Saw the news that day about Obama getting flak for bowing to the Japanese emperor... Americans really jia pa bo sai pang.. wah lao... like that also got time to complain... no wonder they got unemployment rates lo... XD... ok... gonna sleep liao... actually this post not very short haha....
Hai.... its been a while... haha.... my brother has been using the computer extensively ever since his "O"s ended... haha... It is only natural.... so ya... look at what facebook can throw at you... -_-... i just looking through and then this question comes up.... then i wrote down what i wanted to say... But i definitely have no guts to publish it.... I wonder if it means something....
Anyways, the last few weeks were very eventful... on the same note of relationships, I may have proceeded a step forward... haha... went out with "her" (set up by Zhi Yan... haha... future matchmaker!!!) after D-CUP basketball 1st round.... had 3 hours to waste... so we went to eat dinner followed by a very very very long walk aroung ION Orchard... Even going into the Christmas tree for fun... too bad didnt take pictures... (for ppl who have been living under a shell, the frigging shopping mall is HUGE...) haha.... first time going out with her for fun... the last few times were always just going to or going home from Jap class....
Maybe after taking that step forward... i have taken 5 steps back... hai... I keep getting the feeling that "she" just wants to stay as friends... haha.... I also dunno why i am laughing.... must be crazy already.... Maybe its time to let go? I mean move on if "she" really got no feelings....
Ok... off that topic, people who organise the D-CUP competitions really CMI sia... I mean like choice of dates were bad, choice of venue was horrible, choice of time was disgusting and choice of referee is utterly disgraceful... hai... Although i must say it was not most of the helper's fault... ESC people really are a pain in the butt...
I mean dates should be given way before people even join... they didnt confirm till 1 -2 days before the match... Referees should be briefed and trained to spot fouls.... they were mere spectators that dont blow the stupid whistles.... The finals match should be postponed... they dont care about participant's safety raining also play....
hai.... In the end got bronze.... but the bronze is just for show one... out of the 4 semi finalist, 1 team pulled out... so even if we didnt play, we also will get a medal... So disappointed with myself... played like shit.... Let all my teammates down... zzzzzz.... maybe should stop playing basketball.... why play when always lose?
haha... sounding damn emo today XD.... a lot of maybes.... hai.... maybe tmr will be better... but i still have a lot of work to do... ARRRRGGGG!!!!!....
1. MP presentation (Most Important!!!!) 2. Han Qiang's extra project (induction technology) 3. Jap homework(5 pages) 4. Server's camp program racce 5. Feast day Mass in-charge 6. CCOM report 7. FLSM project
I am really overworked.... haha... Lucky IDSI quiz had ZhiYuan's tips... wah really life saver sia... haha... maybe can get 16/20... see how la... ok... tired liao... Finally, Thanks to all who have wished me... haha... Havent done this... like super long since my b'day, but no choice.... haha... GOOD NIGHT!!!
ps. hope your managed to get my fun fact in my last real post =)
Ok.... I havent been blogging because I was too lazy.... but I have a very good reason this time.... haha... I went for a church camp... Well it was a camp to see if God was calling me to be a priest... so I went and enjoyed being away from the computer for more than 24 hours.... haha...
Ah well.... anyways my week went quite well... Wednesday's Jap class went smoothly, abeit our teacher forgeting to tell us that next week had no class... haha... luckily My classmate pointed it out... If not I would look like a total dimwit going to town and waiting outside the door of a closed school.... lol...
Thursday went by quite quickly.... Could'nt go to school... It was raining elephants and giraffes at my house.... haha... and friday came along....
Went to church for a funeral mass.... I can't believe how long the person took to do her eulogy... She even sang for her grandmother... I don't want to sound evil and uncompassionate.... but I mean like.... Let her rest in peace ya? Thats the problem with us humans.... we cant let go.... Ah well.... as if I am one to talk... lol....
Ok.... after that went down to the campsite in Punggol.... All the way into the heart of the jungle.... haha.... ah well... Was half wishing I could bump into "her"... Well.... she lives there (not in the jungle la... In punggol... lol)... I dunno.... I find myself a very weird person... I hate being indecisive (Priest or married?????????? worry* worry*)... I mean like... Please God... show me a sign!...
If I saw "her" already with a boyfriend on the road, I will be happier than the confusion now (Though It definitely will hurt... lol).... Ah well.... All I can say is God will reveal all in his time....
Anyways.... heres a little joke about dating to end it off... haha... by my one of favourite comedians.... Rowan Atkitson! XD
Hi people, its me again... well, Its been pretty rough the past few days so could not blog much... Ah well as promised, this is gonna be a very long discussion.... discussion because i want to hear your opinions on my tag board!
Ok.... so now we have established that I like a girl.... so staying on this topic.... I am gonna reveal... (Dont get excited Johnson Huang.... As if i will reveal the name here =P) my "top ten reasons why I shouldnt ask her out".... and after getting all emo, the "top ten reasons why i should ask her out".... ok here goes!
== Top Ten Reasons Why NOT To Ask Her Out ==
1. She probably doesnt like me anyways.... Means: I dunno... It feels hard to get to know her better... and everytime I feel like I've given her a good impression, it falls back on me XD
2. She probably likes somebody else.... Means: Well, self-explanatory....
3. I don't want spoil our friendship.... Means: I have seen friends that hate each other's guts after a confession... and I dont want it to happen that way... And others who don't even see eye-to-eye after they break up....
4. I am not very good at handling failure.... Means: I suck at handling failure.... I am espercially afraid of failing.... well I espercially dont want to end up all EMO.... In the words of Johnson Chua: Love makes you stronger.... emo makes you weaker.... lol
5. I dunno if The Lord is calling me to be a priest.... Means: I've always wanted to be a priest from day one... (Well that was before homones came and wreaked everything... haha) So if He indeed is calling me... Then I can't be with her for obvious reasons....
6. I am unsure if i can fit in with her family.... Means: Well... I know it seems quite weird to be thinking abouther family now... but I've seen her family portraits on facebook and I can tell they are a traditional chinese family.... Ok before you scream: "BUT YOU ARE ALSO CHINESE!!!!", I indeed come from a chinese family, but my family is english orientated... (Dunno if all church people are like that...)... so ya....
7. Not enough self-esteem to try.... Means: Well.. I never really had a high self-esteem anyways... so before even trying... I feel like I have failed already...
8. I dunno if my liking can change into love.... Means: Ok... for very very obvious reasons, if you are in a relationship, that means you love that someone in that relationship... For now, I like her... but I can't say I love her.... so Maybe people with relationship experience can share... Does like turn to love... or is it supposed to be "love at first sight" and all that hollywood crap... (Which I think is total bulls*** BTW)
9. Don't think I have the time for a relationship.... Means: I am a very busy person... School, Church, Monday soccer, Tuesday basketball, Wednesday Jap Class, Saturday meetings, Sunday mass, Sunday family outings.... I see my parents only in the 15mins before I sleep on a weekday... Don't want to get into a relationship and then neglect her!
10. I dont think I am good "boyfriend material" .... Means: Don't ask me... I also dunno wat it means.. haha... just came to my head...
Ok... now that the whole world is turning into an eiree grey tinge, We shall brighten it up a little by giving you the....
== Top Ten Reasons Why TO Ask Her Out ==
1. Obviously I like her.... Means: This is straight in your face... If you don't get it, you never will....
2. She is a great person to be with.... Means: I enjoy going out with her as a friend....
3. We share some stuff in common.... Means: Do I still need this "Means column"?
4. I feel more "Human" when I told my friends I like a girl.... Means: Ok... the main culprit... Justin... I've always told him I want to be a priest and then I told him that and his reply was: "WTF, are you even allowed to like a girl?".... lol...
5. My supportive parents.... Means: Well, My parents are the most supportive parents ever.... They can quit their jobs and become motivational speakers.... haha.... well they've always said leave it in the hands of God... And hopefully he will tell me soon.... the suspense is killing me...
6. I have seen firsthand what love can do.... Means: My older brother was transformed into this saccharinely sweet guy when he was with is ex... dunno if that is love... lol
7. I think.... rather, I hope she likes my company.... Means: She is always smiling when I talk to her... Unless she is wearing a mask of course... lol
8. The seminary rector did say go and experience relationships first.... Means: My seminary rector (The person in charge of the seminary) did say dont be afraid to fall in love first.... If God really has chosen you, He will make things right in his own time...
9. Successful people make time.... not find time.... Means: Even though I am a busy person... I think I can manage!
10. "Love makes you stronger" .... Means: Damn you Johnson Chua... haha
Ok... now that I have bared my soul... I do hope my avid readers (Those that can say they have seen my blog more that 5 times on 5 different occasions) don't go spreading this all around to people (espercially people in school I don't really like.... You should know who Nadiah...)... I am a very shy fella.... lol... That means you too Johnson Huang... haha.... but I do hope to read what you guys have to say about this post... The questions is "Should I ask her out?"
Ok... now off the topic of relationships... and now to F1!!!
Damnit... I heard reports that Kimi Raikonnen is leaving Ferrari because a certain Mr Alonso is coming... NOOOOO!!! lol... Stupid Ferrari boss... never liked him....
Also, on Football... Man Utd is going against their toughest opponents in the champions league so far... I do hope Old Trafford becomes a "Thetre of Dreams" tonight... and not a "Thetre of Nightmares"... lol...
Anyways gotta go... Jap Homework to do!!! Been rather lazy... didnt touch my homework for 2 weeks liao... XP... bye!
SCHOOLS:
Catholic High Primary School 1997-2002
Chong Boon Secondary School 2003-2006
Temasek Polytechnic 2007-present
FAN OF....
F1 Ferrari
Manchester United FC
LIKES
Anime (Bleach, Gundam 00, Gundam Seed, D-Gray man, Rurouni Kenshin, Slam Dunk)
Whose Line Is It Anyway?
Friends
AUDI R8
A girl
DISLIKES
People who back stab others
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Teachers who use their students
WISHLIST
Driving License (ACCQUIRED!!! 08/03/10)
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A "Z" for all subjects this semester XD
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FIFA 10 (Aquired =))
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Mastery of the Japanese language
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PS3
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