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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

My complaints

"Top 10 reasons why...."

Hi people, its me again... well, Its been pretty rough the past few days so could not blog much... Ah well as promised, this is gonna be a very long discussion.... discussion because i want to hear your opinions on my tag board!

Ok.... so now we have established that I like a girl.... so staying on this topic.... I am gonna reveal... (Dont get excited Johnson Huang.... As if i will reveal the name here =P) my "top ten reasons why I shouldnt ask her out".... and after getting all emo, the "top ten reasons why i should ask her out".... ok here goes!

== Top Ten Reasons Why NOT To Ask Her Out ==

1. She probably doesnt like me anyways....
 Means: I dunno... It feels hard to get to know her better... and everytime I feel like I've given her a good impression, it falls back on me XD

2. She probably likes somebody else....
Means: Well, self-explanatory....

3. I don't want spoil our friendship....
Means: I have seen friends that hate each other's guts after a confession... and I dont want it to happen that way... And others who don't even see eye-to-eye after they break up....

4. I am not very good at handling failure....
Means: I suck at handling failure.... I am espercially afraid of failing.... well I espercially dont want to end up all EMO.... In the words of Johnson Chua: Love makes you stronger.... emo makes you weaker.... lol

5. I dunno if The Lord is calling me to be a priest....
Means: I've always wanted to be a priest from day one... (Well that was before homones came and wreaked everything... haha) So if He indeed is calling me... Then I can't be with her for obvious reasons....

6. I am unsure if i can fit in with her family....
Means: Well... I know it seems quite weird to be thinking about her family now... but I've seen her family portraits on facebook and I can tell they are a traditional chinese family.... Ok before you scream: "BUT YOU ARE ALSO CHINESE!!!!", I indeed come from a chinese family, but my family is english orientated... (Dunno if all church people are like that...)... so ya....

7. Not enough self-esteem to try....
Means: Well.. I never really had a high self-esteem anyways... so before even trying... I feel like I have failed already...

8. I dunno if my liking can change into love....
Means: Ok... for very very obvious reasons, if you are in a relationship, that means you love that someone in that relationship... For now, I like her... but I can't say I love her.... so Maybe people with relationship experience can share... Does like turn to love... or is it supposed to be "love at first sight" and all that hollywood crap... (Which I think is total bulls*** BTW)

9. Don't think I have the time for a relationship....
Means: I am a very busy person... School, Church, Monday soccer, Tuesday basketball, Wednesday Jap Class, Saturday meetings, Sunday mass, Sunday family outings.... I see my parents only in the 15mins before I sleep on a weekday... Don't want to get into a relationship and then neglect her!

10. I dont think I am good "boyfriend material" ....
Means: Don't ask me... I also dunno wat it means.. haha... just came to my head...

Ok... now that the whole world is turning into an eiree grey tinge, We shall brighten it up a little by giving you the....

== Top Ten Reasons Why TO Ask Her Out ==

1. Obviously I like her....
Means: This is straight in your face... If you don't get it, you never will....

2. She is a great person to be with....
 Means: I enjoy going out with her as a friend....

3. We share some stuff in common....
Means: Do I still need this "Means column"?

4. I feel more "Human" when I told my friends I like a girl....
Means: Ok... the main culprit... Justin... I've always told him I want to be a priest and then I told him that and his reply was: "WTF, are you even allowed to like a girl?".... lol...

5. My supportive parents....
Means: Well, My parents are the most supportive parents ever.... They can quit their jobs and become motivational speakers.... haha.... well they've always said leave it in the hands of God... And hopefully he will tell me soon.... the suspense is killing me...

6. I have seen firsthand what love can do....
Means: My older brother was transformed into this saccharinely sweet guy when he was with is ex... dunno if that is love... lol

7. I think.... rather, I hope she likes my company....
Means: She is always smiling when I talk to her... Unless she is wearing a mask of course... lol

8. The seminary rector did say go and experience relationships first....
Means: My seminary rector (The person in charge of the seminary) did say dont be afraid to fall in love first.... If God really has chosen you, He will make things right in his own time...

9. Successful people make time.... not find time....
Means: Even though I am a busy person... I think I can manage!

10. "Love makes you stronger" ....
Means: Damn you Johnson Chua... haha

Ok... now that I have bared my soul... I do hope my avid readers (Those that can say they have seen my blog more that 5 times on 5 different occasions) don't go spreading this all around to people (espercially people in school I don't really like.... You should know who Nadiah...)... I am a very shy fella.... lol... That means you too Johnson Huang... haha.... but I do hope to read what you guys have to say about this post... The questions is "Should I ask her out?"

Ok... now off the topic of relationships... and now to F1!!!

Damnit... I heard reports that Kimi Raikonnen is leaving Ferrari because a certain Mr Alonso is coming... NOOOOO!!! lol... Stupid Ferrari boss... never liked him....

Also, on Football... Man Utd is going against their toughest opponents in the champions league so far... I do hope Old Trafford becomes a "Thetre of Dreams" tonight... and not a "Thetre of Nightmares"... lol...

Anyways gotta go... Jap Homework to do!!! Been rather lazy... didnt touch my homework for 2 weeks liao... XP... bye!

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