Hi people, its me again... well, Its been pretty rough the past few days so could not blog much... Ah well as promised, this is gonna be a very long discussion.... discussion because i want to hear your opinions on my tag board!
Ok.... so now we have established that I like a girl.... so staying on this topic.... I am gonna reveal... (Dont get excited Johnson Huang.... As if i will reveal the name here =P) my "top ten reasons why I shouldnt ask her out".... and after getting all emo, the "top ten reasons why i should ask her out".... ok here goes!
== Top Ten Reasons Why NOT To Ask Her Out ==
1. She probably doesnt like me anyways.... Means: I dunno... It feels hard to get to know her better... and everytime I feel like I've given her a good impression, it falls back on me XD
2. She probably likes somebody else.... Means: Well, self-explanatory....
3. I don't want spoil our friendship.... Means: I have seen friends that hate each other's guts after a confession... and I dont want it to happen that way... And others who don't even see eye-to-eye after they break up....
4. I am not very good at handling failure.... Means: I suck at handling failure.... I am espercially afraid of failing.... well I espercially dont want to end up all EMO.... In the words of Johnson Chua: Love makes you stronger.... emo makes you weaker.... lol
5. I dunno if The Lord is calling me to be a priest.... Means: I've always wanted to be a priest from day one... (Well that was before homones came and wreaked everything... haha) So if He indeed is calling me... Then I can't be with her for obvious reasons....
6. I am unsure if i can fit in with her family.... Means: Well... I know it seems quite weird to be thinking abouther family now... but I've seen her family portraits on facebook and I can tell they are a traditional chinese family.... Ok before you scream: "BUT YOU ARE ALSO CHINESE!!!!", I indeed come from a chinese family, but my family is english orientated... (Dunno if all church people are like that...)... so ya....
7. Not enough self-esteem to try.... Means: Well.. I never really had a high self-esteem anyways... so before even trying... I feel like I have failed already...
8. I dunno if my liking can change into love.... Means: Ok... for very very obvious reasons, if you are in a relationship, that means you love that someone in that relationship... For now, I like her... but I can't say I love her.... so Maybe people with relationship experience can share... Does like turn to love... or is it supposed to be "love at first sight" and all that hollywood crap... (Which I think is total bulls*** BTW)
9. Don't think I have the time for a relationship.... Means: I am a very busy person... School, Church, Monday soccer, Tuesday basketball, Wednesday Jap Class, Saturday meetings, Sunday mass, Sunday family outings.... I see my parents only in the 15mins before I sleep on a weekday... Don't want to get into a relationship and then neglect her!
10. I dont think I am good "boyfriend material" .... Means: Don't ask me... I also dunno wat it means.. haha... just came to my head...
Ok... now that the whole world is turning into an eiree grey tinge, We shall brighten it up a little by giving you the....
== Top Ten Reasons Why TO Ask Her Out ==
1. Obviously I like her.... Means: This is straight in your face... If you don't get it, you never will....
2. She is a great person to be with.... Means: I enjoy going out with her as a friend....
3. We share some stuff in common.... Means: Do I still need this "Means column"?
4. I feel more "Human" when I told my friends I like a girl.... Means: Ok... the main culprit... Justin... I've always told him I want to be a priest and then I told him that and his reply was: "WTF, are you even allowed to like a girl?".... lol...
5. My supportive parents.... Means: Well, My parents are the most supportive parents ever.... They can quit their jobs and become motivational speakers.... haha.... well they've always said leave it in the hands of God... And hopefully he will tell me soon.... the suspense is killing me...
6. I have seen firsthand what love can do.... Means: My older brother was transformed into this saccharinely sweet guy when he was with is ex... dunno if that is love... lol
7. I think.... rather, I hope she likes my company.... Means: She is always smiling when I talk to her... Unless she is wearing a mask of course... lol
8. The seminary rector did say go and experience relationships first.... Means: My seminary rector (The person in charge of the seminary) did say dont be afraid to fall in love first.... If God really has chosen you, He will make things right in his own time...
9. Successful people make time.... not find time.... Means: Even though I am a busy person... I think I can manage!
10. "Love makes you stronger" .... Means: Damn you Johnson Chua... haha
Ok... now that I have bared my soul... I do hope my avid readers (Those that can say they have seen my blog more that 5 times on 5 different occasions) don't go spreading this all around to people (espercially people in school I don't really like.... You should know who Nadiah...)... I am a very shy fella.... lol... That means you too Johnson Huang... haha.... but I do hope to read what you guys have to say about this post... The questions is "Should I ask her out?"
Ok... now off the topic of relationships... and now to F1!!!
Damnit... I heard reports that Kimi Raikonnen is leaving Ferrari because a certain Mr Alonso is coming... NOOOOO!!! lol... Stupid Ferrari boss... never liked him....
Also, on Football... Man Utd is going against their toughest opponents in the champions league so far... I do hope Old Trafford becomes a "Thetre of Dreams" tonight... and not a "Thetre of Nightmares"... lol...
Anyways gotta go... Jap Homework to do!!! Been rather lazy... didnt touch my homework for 2 weeks liao... XP... bye!
You only hold me when I sleep I was meant to tread the water But now I've gotten in too deep For every piece of me that wants you Another piece backs away
'Cos you give me something That makes me scared, alright this could be nothing But I'm willing to give it a try Please give me something Cos someday I might know my heart
You only waited up for hours Just to spend a little time alone with me Like I say I've never bought you flowers I can't work out what they mean Never thought I'd love someone That was someone else's dream
'Cos you give me something That makes me scared, alright And this could be nothing But I'm willing to give it a try Please give me something Cos someday I might call you from my heart But it might be a second too late And the words that i could never say Gunna come out anyway
'Cos you give me something That makes me scared, alright And this could be nothing But I'm willing to give it a try Please give me something Mmm.... 'Cos you give me something That makes me scared, alright And this could be nothing But I'm willing to give it a try Please give me something Cos someday I might know my heart know my heart, know my heart
hi people.... this is how i am feeling today =) just rediscovered this song.... nice.... dedicated to my frens and family! Cause you guys give me something… and for something very random now... I havent talked to "her" in 2 weeks.... damn it...
ah well.... thats all for now... see ya soon.... got to fill my ns medical stuff sianzzzz.....
Hi people.... haha... ok i lied.... was lazy to blog yesterday and so here i am today.... hehe... late submission again....
Anyways, Monday soccer was damn sian.... looking forward to playing, and then in the end, didn't even step into the court.... wtf.... of all days to have thunderstorm, choose Monday.... of all times, choose evening.... of all places, choose Ang Mo Kio.... zzzzzz..... so didn't even play.... Why the stupid Kebun Baru CC don't want to add a shelter!!! damn it.... -_-
Yesterday looked better.... we wanted to play basketball so it rained in the morning and we had high hopes.... but it started raining... huh... Now I want to commend the CCs on the east side of singapore, who actually really know the type of weather Singapore has.... good job =).... went to the sheltered court next to St. Hilda's... Yesterday was one of my best days playing basketball in my very short "career".... lol.... But, I still have a long way more!....
This morning, went with Justin to the army market... or rather attempted to... I am really embaressed that i got lost in Singapore.... Which is near to impossible.... well we went in circles aroung the ICA building.... I could swear that the lady selling tissue was wondering "why the hell are they guard patrolling?".... haha.... well with the help of Justin's older brother, we managed to find the place.... ^^ anyways I am at home now slacking....
Ok, hi people... its me again... sorry to my very loyal readers was busy for more than a week and so could not blog much.... anyways there was not very many things to blog about.... haha.... I dont know if there is a bug in the counter.... have no idea which sane person would click my blog 11200 times and counting... (haha maybe johnson XD)...
Ok... so just an update, the blog has new tags at the "ME" page that shows my older posts =).... anyways i am still trying to find a way to link it back to the original page.... (I am officially horrible at HTML.... lol)...
Anyways, last monday, went to school and soccer (I officially need a new pair of boots.... anybody wants to follow me to queensway?)... we played punk with ms ivy for 3 days.... lol... feel damn bad... haha... told her we will pass the prototype to her on tues and in the end we only did it on thursday.... tuesday was basketball... I cant believe I perspirted so much... lol... I could fill a small styrofoam cup with it.... damn disgusting.... haha... anyways i think i am improving slowly... =)... My aim is to be as good as Akagi Takenori.... The best center at japanese high school level... haha...
Last wed went to jap class alone.... Joey had something on.... There were only 6 people including me in the class (the whole class is 21 people).... WTF! haha.... even Ms Okamoto was demoralised.... lol.... soon 3 more people came and It became a bit more like a class.... anyways I am free next wed.... holiday break for japanese class.... Thursday was a little more relaxed nothing much on....
Friday was WORK!!!! haha... Met up with Clement, Johnson Chua, Han Qiang and Terry and went to do work... very good pay man=)... I shall not disclose any figures here... hehe... We worked at OUB centre (F***ING DUSTY SIA) and then at 8 Anthony Road at newton circle.... The only complaint I have is that it was an 18 HOUR SHIFT!!!! worked and worked from 5pm on fri to 11am next morning... hope i wasnt a hinderance to the other 4 people... anyways, we had to shift like 1050 computers to UOB's new office.... was a really cool office... at 5 am, they told us that we needed to work longer to clear the computers... but those who needed to go at 6am could do so.... so we 5 chiong-sters did it for the OT pay.... haha.... by 10am, I think we could install a computer with our eyes closed.... lol...
On the sat morning, when i came home, went to bed immediately... well ok... before you scream "dirty!!!", I did bathe first lol.... haha.., anyways me and my family went to see the Marina Barrage in the evening... Was really cool... Good place for a good view of the city.... hopefully I can get the photos from my brother soon!!! He was trying out his new baby... the CANON EOS 500!!!... so the photos will come out really nice =).... then we went for dinner at "Ah Peng's restaurant" which serves the best Or Nee (Teo Chew Sweet Yam with ginko nuts and coconut milk) ever.... Its like awesome ah!!! But I must give a disclaimer! dont go if you have heart problems... lol... haha... It like sinfully full of coconut milk.... shit put on the 1 1/2 kg I lost last week.... haha...
Sunday was a good day... went to church for servers meeting and watched facing the Giants again... a real good movie for Christians and non-Christians alike... but, if you dont really like religious themes, then I wont force you... haha.... Mass was celebrated by Father Johnson! really good sermon.... anyway, he was there to try and raise money for the 31st parish of Singapore (Church of the Divine Mercy)... He was really humorous and told us a joke.... "If you cant donate because money is your problem, then give me all your problems"... haha....
Anyways, here I am blogging on monday again... =) so I promise tmr there will be an update!!!! no more slacking.... if not my blog will become like the OUB centre... F***ING DUSTY XD
Hey people.... Its me again =) yes I am finally blogging again to satisfy my faithful subscribers... haha... well the last few days have been really, really hectic.... I have seen enough SIP reports to last a lifetime... haha... (But, if you guys out there need help, dont worry, just ask! I wont turn you down ^^)... I think i already memorized the flow of the SIP report... lol...
Anyways... My brother told me that I was "acting cute" with all these stupid text faces I have been typing on my blog... haha.... i guess you gonna see them less often after this post! no more ^^, XD, -_-, =), =D and T_T.... and for the record, I am not acting cute!!
Anyways, we went out for dinner with Ms Ivy at Suntec City's House of Sudanese... I am currently trying to get photos, but It will take a while now that Jingbo has gone back to China... but dont worry! I will get them asap... We really enjoyed ourselves.... but I must admit, Xiaoyun was a bit "high" that night... haha.... all those who went will understand... lol... if she is sober and still like that, I never want to see her high on alcohol XD...
"The rift in the strong bond"
Anyways, to end off the post on a more serious note, we had some problems within our class that I can see will cause a rift between us... Alarming right... Ah well, It all started when we as a class celebrated birthdays for every month... and well we sorta forgot Zhi Yuan and Jeannette's B'days... so we are like always asking them to pay for others, but never made any celebration for them... so for the last round of celebrations, we asked them to pay again and there was some misunderstanding.... This made the "Fantastic 3"upset and so they didn't come for the celebrations.... So maybe this is a good opportunity to note that it was not intentional!!! Sorry!!! It was never our intention to insult anybody....
We don't really know the what they are unhappy about at the moment, but we are trying to solve it.... Hopefully, this wont cause a Berlin wall to be constructed inbetween the classmates.... == I MUST ADD THAT THE LAST PARAGRAPH IS ALL MY SPECULATION AND I CANNOT GUARANTEE IT'S ACCURACY ==... It gave us (Me, Zhi Yan & Nadiah) a big headache and It was the first time I had such a heavy feeling during a class celebration... SOS, GOD HELP US!!!!
But, this must not spoil the mood for other's birthdays! So Happy Birthday to Qing Wen, Terry and Yeong Yih!!!! I will update your on the latest on this breaking news, Alex Chua, Channel Alex Asia, Singapore.
Hi people, its me again... haha... well the last few posts have all been about raves.... well not very many complaints recent.... Well this post is again gonna be about another rave XD.... Should change the blog's name to cybernetic-raves.blogspot.com... haha
Ok... last Saturday went to the North District's youth rally to help out with the Benediction.... was really fun and got the TShirt they gave..... was really cool to start incence fire with solid fuel.... haha.... Anyways, hopefully I can help out in more of these rallies.... I much prefer it to going for the rally itself... but, maybe missing the P&W was a little sad....
Then comes Sunday.... nothing much happened except for my maid's birthday.... celebrated with her and got a cake.... I remember the first time we got her a cake... she cried cause so touched.... well if I got my first b'day cake in my life at 17, I would cry too... =D...
Monday was really awesome.... had fun playing MetalSlug with them (Clement, Yan Ho and Johnson) on the OHP... lol... haha we so quickly adapt to new environments XD.... we now only lack a PS2.... SAMUEL.... WHERE ARE YOU??? XD haha... man I am going to miss the SIP period where we get to be closer... after SIP I can see Nadiah getting stucked to Yeelyn again, the Fantastic 4 going to fight crime together.... and me, terry, clement and zab back to our own cliches again.... hai.. well all good things have to come to an end....
Anyways, took the bus with Zhi Yan and she finally gave in and sat on the top level.... lol.... very hard for me to sit at the bottom deck but she dont wanna climb -_-.... haha.... anyways she went to Kovan.... and I just remembered my first time there... lol.... never been to heartland mall till the first time I studied together with my TP friends.... If I remember correctly... it was at KFC with Welson, Clement, Joey and Jeanette.... haha.... and Terry says I have a good memory.... lol.... I have to agree XD (too hao lian liao!!!)...
I can even remeber the first day in TP.... MARY CHUA SUCKS..... lol.... She asked me to show her my IC so she can check if I spell MY own name CORRECTLY.... What the Fishballs right?....(Something we agreed to say in place of f**k during the ramadan month... haha).... Anyways, Welson was the first person to talk to me... haha... first sentense was "you are in our class is it?"... lol....
Ok.... getting out of point already... Well soccer was fun as usual.... finally managed to kick the ball =D... and my new gloves rock man.... but my shoes became "hungry" and opened it's "mouth"... lol... looks like I will be going to Queensway... anybody interested in joining me? hopefully no need to walk alone... Damn I sound like a liverpool fan.... yucks.... :P....
Finally reaching today.... never update in like 3 days liao... so I decided today was good... I am sitting like 5 meters from "her" =D.... lol... that was so random la.... anyways to end it off, as promised, here are some pics from the last day in the SIP lab...
lol... looks like a wedding photo and Johnson and Olivia are the couple XD
" welcome to TP... here we have world class facilities...." lol looks like a promotional poster XD
guys over GTA
One sister, one brother, and one girlfriend Me in an on the spot shot.... "Kiam Pak" face... haha... lol.... just joking Peace is the new in thing!!! lol... watsup with terry's face.... and clement's hair... haha
Hey people, its me.... I haven't blogged for 3 days already, so I decided today is a good day to blog and sum up the week =)
Anyways Wednesday started as a great day for me... but Ezzat told us to clear the lab 2 days ago cause he wants to move all the computers (but he still has not done so lor)..... make us do stupid things like bring home our stuff and make our bags so heavy all at once.... at first it was next semester, then Sept 11, then today then2 days ago..... so how? we don't even know whats going on..... hai....
I have found out this semester that there are many crazy two faced people.... (prime examples Ezzat, Mr Unni) They are nice one moment then they change to become horrible demons within seconds.... They may even be Satan himself.... So anyways thinking that Wednesday would be our last day, so we took some class pics.... here they are....
class pics with the in-house members =D so ya.... and I dunno what Terry is doing in the pictures.... looking at the sky? haha....
Also, thinking we had the computers for the last day, we went crazy and we played DOTA (Johnson, Yan Ho, Terry, Clement and Kenneth).... lol.... looks like I am still noob after all this years of playing T_T..... anyways we played like the whole day.... 6 -7 matches.... almost lost my mind..... haha...
After SIP, went to Japanese class.... yup... Wednesday just became my ultimate favorite day of the week XD..... It is the only day I say something more to "her" than "hello, morning" and "bye bye" =) (I feel so lucky TuT <--------- tears of joy)....
Then the next day, went to school and was blown away... almost slapped my face to see if I was dreaming..... The computers were still there XD..... nah just kidding..... "she" was wearing the same colour as me for like 2 days in a row (oh happy day =D)..... totally coincidental by the way....
Had a normal day afterwards... played for 3/4 of the day, ate for 1/8 of the day and worked for 1/8 of the day.... haha.... so much for learning working skills in SIP.... but I must admit, we did learn alot of teamwork.... THROUGH GAMES XD.... Last few days I didn't see Eric.... wondered where he went....
Then finally today.... we went to school to still find the computers there... wanted to go to Vivo to get some stuff from daiso.... In the end had a meeting with Ms Ivy and so we decided that mon would be better..... Anyways, I feel that my SIP grade will not be so good.... worked so hard (for 1/8th of the time at least XD) but I feel we are playing too much.... 1 week left.... GAMBATTE KUDASAI!!!!!!!!!!!...... hopefully a "B" would suffix.... I don't wanna get lower than that...
Hopefully my grade won't destroy my dream of getting the Lee Kwan Yew award when I graduate =D.... Lastly, we took a mass photo during the last 45 mins of the day (I'll post it tomorrow).... I am gonna miss my SIP days.... I wish the people we have built good bonds with and those we strenthened our friendships with, will continue to stay as closely knitted as now....
Woah... what a long post.... haha... anyways tired liao... blog more tomorrow... bye!
p.s. If Johnson Huang is reading this, I will not entertain any questions XD... haha....
Hey people, I am back =D... anyways today i will start with my second movie review... I went to catch the Singaporean movie "where got ghost" by Jack Neo yesterday with my family.... and it was really fun.... [SPOILER ALERT] As i will be reviewing it, there will be some parts of the plot being discussed here, so if you really don't enjoy the story being divulged, don't read on XD.....
Ok, I went to the cinema expecting the usual fare of Jack Neo's type of movie (Stereotypically, the filial piety, nonsensical jokes and crazy hokkien dialogue) and yes, it did not disappoint in that aspect.... but, it did not only give that. I felt it gave more than I expected. It had cleverly integrated "morals of the story" into the main plot and gave the short stories some heart.... This movie really showcased Jack Neo's ability in terms of ingenuity, wit and important life lessons. Sounds cool for a Hor-medy right? =) Story 1: Roadside got ghost In this story, the characters were con-men who tricked others by using fear of spirits. Parts I liked: This story had an interesting plot and a very good idea.... the 4D ploy was well thought of and executed. This story had the least number of "scary moments"... although I must admit, the effects were quite nice.... Parts I didn't like: The characters were not well introduced and didn't really evolve as the show went on.... but after saying so, it WAS a short story, so character development is not very easy.....
Story 1: Forest got ghost In this story, the characters were army men going for reservist training in the jungle and met ghosts in the forest. Parts I liked: By far, this was the funniest story out of the three.... The two characters had great chemistry and connected very well to make it very humorous.... The jokes like the compass (best joke of the movie XD) and the scene where they were passing motion were witty and well brought across.... Parts I didn't like:The lack of plot.... It was the type of story that you expect a secondary student to have written and got a C6 for....
Story 1: House got ghost In this story, it was the continuation of Jack Neo's last movie "Money no enough 2". Parts I liked: This story was the most wholesome and family oriented of the three... It reminded us that peace and safety is the most important... If you watched the earlier movie, you would understand the jokes that were shown.... I like the part where the brothers were saved from a landslide by a vision of their mother' ghost.... that was a very good illustration of life (sometimes it seems like we have the worst life and blame God and our family... then we find out that it was actually for the better....). Parts I didn't like: Use of a marketing ploy of the girl standing at 45 degrees.... even I could have done that....
Overall, the movie was good fun and a great way to spend time with friends and family... The 3 short stories in one movie is not as confusing as it seems and the computer graphics that were used were better than I expected.... great for a Singaporean film. It's only downfall is that it is not really up to the mark in terms of the number of memorable moments in the movie... (My rating: 4/5 stars)
Anyways, we went to fetch the girls from Myanmar that day and here are some photos ^^:
@ Terminal 2
The welcoming party without Nadiah (Camera women)... See la... so lucky got 7 people to fetch them =D... by the way, Clement was being pulled down by me and Terry because he tried to act tall XD
SCHOOLS:
Catholic High Primary School 1997-2002
Chong Boon Secondary School 2003-2006
Temasek Polytechnic 2007-present
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F1 Ferrari
Manchester United FC
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Anime (Bleach, Gundam 00, Gundam Seed, D-Gray man, Rurouni Kenshin, Slam Dunk)
Whose Line Is It Anyway?
Friends
AUDI R8
A girl
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People who back stab others
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Teachers who use their students
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Driving License (ACCQUIRED!!! 08/03/10)
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A "Z" for all subjects this semester XD
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FIFA 10 (Aquired =))
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Mastery of the Japanese language
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PS3
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"Top 10 reasons why...."
"The stormy weather"
"The rift in the strong bond"
Me in an on the spot shot....
"Kiam Pak" face... haha... lol.... just joking
Peace is the new in thing!!!
lol... watsup with terry's face.... and clement's hair... haha
class pics with the in-house members =D
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Hey people, I am back =D... anyways today i will start with my second movie review... I went to catch the Singaporean movie "where got ghost" by Jack Neo yesterday with my family.... and it was really fun.... [SPOILER ALERT] As i will be reviewing it, there will be some parts of the plot being discussed here, so if you really don't enjoy the story being divulged, don't read on XD......JPG)
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