cybernetic complaints

its been a long time...

2011-02-25T20:29:00.000+08:00

Hey people... dunno if you are still holding on to hope of me ever writing stuff on this space ever again... Well thank your lucky stars and whatnot... Because i'm back!! haha... its been a long 9 months away from this blog and it definitely feels good to come back to doing something i like again.... Well, my day was a great one... loved the fact that i was out of camp by around ten-ish this morning... had some armor route relay thingy where they get teams of 10 guys to run non-stop for 10700 meters... took them about 45 mins and we got to book out early... thankfully, our coy did not come in last XD... haha.... Anyways, i hope to continue to keep this space up for your entertainment... haha... and i am so hooked on this two singers called Ito Yuna and Nishino Kana, back to their songs.... see ya soon... peace out!

One month and one day...

2010-05-26T09:55:00.000+08:00

"GRADUATE LO!!!!"

Ok.... hi people.... Its been exactly one month and one day since the last post.... haha... ok la... sorry for not coming back to post more often.... its just that i been absolutely caught up with stuff.... so I couldnt come here and write random ramblings of my life.... I am an IC of a camp, leader of a group, leader of the gap project, simulation team for the CDL project, researcher for CDL, and many more.... So no time for fun (T-T).... haha....

Anyways, I Graduated!!!!! WOOOHHOOOO!!!! Well I am very lazy to post the 185 other pictures I have from that day so I shall just tell you to go to my facebook page... haha.... look for my profile page... you should be able to see most of them from there.... 3 years really flew by fast... I can remember the first day of Poly like it was yesterday.... haha.... sounds very old right? Oh Well... old already ma.... no need to trick myself.... At least i am younger than some people... hint* hint*.... haha....

Oh ya.... Another thing.... I am booking into the "Holiday Island" next week.... so i most probebly wont be able to continue this every week thing.... (not that i follow it now....) hahaha.... but ya.... now i got a good excuse.... =P.... Anyways, Anybody wants to jio me out? last 8 days liao.... Ok? haha.... See you guys around!!!

Random thoughts...

2010-04-25T18:36:00.000+08:00

"Thinking....(loading.......)"

Hey people.... this is this week's post.... promised you right? haha... ya will keep that promise to blog at least once a week.... anyways, this week i want to talk about something that may sound morbid, emo, or even a bit suicidal... but i am obviously NOT.... it just that i was doing some real reflection on my life....

Ok.... i was on a really long bus ride... (try taking 67 from tampines to Upper bukit timah road... haha) and i was looking out the window when i saw a really bad accident.... like the car was totally thrashed.... so with an ambulance there, i sort of guess it was pretty bad... then the next day, on my way to school, i saw another sign from the TP about a fatal accident.... so i began thinking, life is so fragile.... even taking a ride to school can kill you....

Imagine what will be the thoughts in your head if it were happening to you? if you were killed in an accident.... and finally what will be the reactions to your death?.... I mean everybody will definitely want all their family and friends to mourn their loss and be there right? So i decided before that time comes, I want to make sure that i dont regret anything.... dont make enemies, make friends.... spend time with my family members while you still can.....

So will you do something about your life now? or will you continue to live like you are now and sadly regret it in the future?.... I think we gotta live like we're dying....

hi i am back!

2010-04-18T20:09:00.000+08:00

"Looks like i need to brush up my time management.... XD"

hey people.... it has really been a while since i last posted.... sorry about that!.... was caught up with work and stuff.... So i am back... and i promise to post something at least once a week.... haha...

Ok... so where do i start? Well work has been quite an experience for me.... constantly working on things that we studied on in our course was very interesting.... And getting some serious moolah at the same time.... haha.... well i am earning my highest amount of my entire life at the moment.... haha.... Havent you noticed the names they give to jobs? It sounds really cool.... to explain a job thats really quite ordinary.... hai... I mean "Green Mark Executive" sounds nice on paper.... but thats about it... haha... we still do a lot of saikang....

Anyways, recently the weather has been like crazy... raining one moment, then sunny the next... and i still dont understand why it always rains on monday at around 6 plus.... I wanna play soccer leh.... then of all days choose mon.... of the 24 hours of mon, rain at that time.... zzzzz.... Somemore i bought new gloves then still havent got to try it out yet....

Erm... been really neglecting my jap as well... haha.... havent gotten to do my last 3 weeks of homework.... Everyday after coming home, i tell myself.... come on!... got to do work.... then when i sit down at my table, i look at the questions and go, tomorrow still got time.... haha... must wake up my idea soon... if not gonna waste so much money then never take my studies seriously....

Its times like these that i realise it was a good thing that i didnt ask her out.... no time -_-.... always busy with this and that.... almost no time even spent at home... I see my parents like on average 35 mins a week... 5 mins before i go to sleep..... cant be always like that right? Then probably gonna waste her time too.... I also realised how good distance is in helping to forget.... haha... Anyways, on the point of relationships, Johnson just got a GF.... That is like a WTF moment.... haha.... I went to my office, logged onto FB... then "WTF!!!"... haha....

Ok to end off this post, I just need to highlight the significance of Good Friday... It seems like an ordinary friday just with an extra holiday, but it isnt!!!.... Its the day that the Lord died for us and our sins.... what can be more amazing than that.... we cant imagine dying for another unknown person's sins.... Imagine a God willing to die for you and me.... and i just got to post this because i have many friends that do not even know what Good Friday symbolises.... This is a beautiful song that i want to share.... hope it speaks to the very heart of every person that listens to it.... till next time!!!!! じゃ、また (Ja mata, see you soon)!!!

My video post

2010-04-09T11:08:00.000+08:00

WTH seriously.... haha.... this guy is nuts.... (ya its a guy....)

My Long Post

2010-03-24T17:34:00.001+08:00

"Long Road Ahead..."

Ok.... hi people, Long time no see... haha.... it has been a long time since i last posted something on here.... ok... i know i said i will update this page on Monday.... well I lied XD.... haha.... no la was really caught up with work and stuff... and it doesnt help that my house PC is in my brothers room...

Ok.... so getting to business... how has my life been? one word.... STAGNANT.... haii.... New stuff to update? I got a job as a temp staff in TP since the last post.... good pay =)... I wont disclose here XD..... later people come and extort my money.... haha.... Love life.... nothing.... well i even lost track of "her". Not even sure if shes in Singapore.... haiiisss... Well the last time i saw her was the last day of the class chalet....

Anyways, I also got called up for an interview for NTU.... wow.... wonderful... i get to travel from East to West... all the way from tampines to Boon lay.... super far sia.... 1 hour 20 mins on the MRT.... During the interview very scared... sit down like want to pee in my pants like that.... lol.... got like 20 ppl in the meeting room for the interview and written test.... During the written we had to write an English Compo... haha.... like a 1 hour paper in 30 mins.... Doing that time hor, chuah tio... the others all like proffessor like that.... plan compo, write like super long and like a lot of things to say.... hai....

We were supposed to write about "why people have accents". I thought for 2 mins.... then started writing.... Luckily never scould gui los in the paper... (Well they are the people with accents..... I mean What the hell does G'Day Mate mean? haha...) Cause the interview that time was with an English Proffessor.... Ang mo fella... haha... Well at least I made some friends with the peole at the interview....

On the way back to TP, (yes... I travelled all the way back by MRT again....) I got a call from NUS.... "Please come down for an interview for the course on Real estate...." Sianzzz.... Going to do "Cross-country" again..... literally..... haha.... but I am very happy that these proffessors have even shortlisted me.... cause my GPA drop like crazy.... add the MP that time, then drop like 0.8.... now I have to fight with 3.88 people.... hai...

So anyways, the road is still long ahead.... and I am positive everything will work out in the end.... Like how order was restored in Man Utd's win against Liverpool.... haha.... It may take a little luck, but the results the only important thing.... All in God's time they say.... Well, gotta get back to work now.... still got Japanese homework to do.... crap... haha.... so many things.... so little time....

Ps. Cai Yi, My blog is not corrupted.... The stupid IE corrupts it.... Use Mozilla!!!! haha....

Extended hiatus

2010-03-19T22:56:00.000+08:00

Ok people, sorry for neglecting you guys for so long.... I will be back by Monday with a new LONG post.... haha.... sorry!

Accquired!

2010-03-08T17:28:00.000+08:00

With the grace of God, I managed to get something from my wish list =D... read my wants to find out.... hahaha.... Woohoo!!.... I will be back on wed.... got exams to study for.... sorry guys.... see you then....

Random photo...

2010-02-28T23:03:00.000+08:00

One random photo from Christmas last year....

"The all blacks XD"

Continued rumblings about my life...

2010-02-25T11:26:00.000+08:00

"Graduation!!!"

Ok people, I know i said Wed but was too shacked when i came home to do anything... haha... anyways, i am glad this week's monday is over.... Its been kind of like hell week for me.... cant sleep well, cant eat well.... all the time just memorising stupid performance mandates..... glad thats over.... haha....

Anyways, kind of sad that my Poly life is over.... well almost over.... not yet Graduation ceremony no? Really enjoyed this past 3 years, and i am happy to add that most of my closest friends are from Poly.... Ok, never blog for so long already, where do i start????

Maybe i should begin from chinese new year.... Had a hectic first 2 days.... went to 7 different houses in 2 days.... whew sweat* sweat* haha.... collected tons of hong baos, but this year like never collect as much as past years.... blame recession. See we are also affected by the stupid gui lo's in wall street.... The thing which i did over and over again was EAT..... its a wonder i didnt gain weight over the past 2 weeks.... haha.... i still have like 6 boxes of CNY pastries sitting on my coffee table....

Btw i will try to get pics up asap.... (ok, asap i mean it this time XD)

After CNY came mugging. And a short time going to "her" 21st birthday party.... haha.... didnt really get to talk to "her" much.... I noticed that after she didnt continue jap lessons, i dont really talk to her anymore.... and she doesnt talk to me too.... hai.... And the best part is, on her real birthday date, i am going to punggol.... no not to find her.... but to go to the seminary (school for priest) for a retreat..... guess thats a sign right? haha....

Anyways, I was really surprised when the people i spent most time studying with, were Aaron and Qing Wen. Usually i studied with them only once in a while.... It was really refreshing.... haha.... now i know why Qing Wen everytime so stress at exams.... cause Aaron add stress... haha....

Exam came, exam went.... Then went to Sakura for lunch... finally we got a full class going out together took lots of pics.... (I WANT THEM NADIAH) ate till exploded.... I am still surprised i didnt gain weight.... I guess my daily routine of 2 mins of bridging and 200 crunches are helping XD then when we about to leave, Johnson, after taking her flowers, said so loudly: SORRY AH ALEX|||.... zzzz.... hopefully nobody heard.... if not die liao.... lol.... and she was there somemore..... I guess i just want it to stay quiet.....

Left early to get home on a 1.5 hour journey on 88..... zzzz..... I notice i still have to take 88 to my class chalet and back home the next day.... WTH.... went for soccer.... man last mon's soccer really sucked.... haha.... only 8 people.... all either sick, on standby or having exams.... then we started to play street soccer tennis.... haha.... Kah "Torres" Jui is really good at it.... haha.... so is Dhana "Babel" Bhalan..... XD.... after that we played a match.... 4 a side in a 5 a side court is not fun man.... damn tired....

Last night went for jap class and really enjoyed myself.... But our sensei is leaving.... damn it.... shes the most interesting sensei to listen to in the school (she really reminds me of a anime character.... actions are very big.... haha)... I mean like the rest of them are like teaching dead fish.... haha.... Oh ya, Ms Ivy is also leaving TP.... going to London.... Then Gabriel Chek is leaving Christ the King to go to St Anthony's church.... Why is everybody leaving? hai....

Ok... so the past few hours were not that eventful.... although i got a job in TP XD.... $80 a day is real good money! ok.... got to go... see you soon!

pics i promised =)

2010-02-08T23:43:00.000+08:00

Hey people... if you still follow my blog, i always say i will upload pictures but take forever to do so.... haha... well as promised here are the pictures from my new house in the sky =D

"nice aint it =)"

"the circle is the Singapore Flyer btw... haha"

"final shot..."

Ok... see you guys for a longer post on Wed.... peace out!

tune of the day

2010-02-05T00:15:00.001+08:00

简简单单
林俊杰

我们都是泡沫
Wo men dou shi pao mo
We are all like bubbles

轻轻一碰就破
Qing qing yi peng jiu po
Gently hit could then be shattered

眼泪是爱的花火
Yan lei shi ai de hua huo
Tears are the spices of love

昨天就像飞机穿过我的窗口
Zuo tian jiu xiang fei ji chuan guo wo de chuang kou
Yesterday passed through my window just like an airplane

我什么都没有
Wo shen me dou mei you
I have nothing left

我摊开了双手
Wo tan kai le shuang shou
I'm spreading both of my hands

你予取予求
Ni yu qu yu qiu
You give and take, give and ask

直到你想自由
Zhi dao ni xiang zi you
You always want to be free

痛苦的时候我不会闪躲
Tong ku de shi hou wo bu hui shan duo
When feeling hurt, I can not evade

就像树叶甘心为春风吹落
Jiu xiang shu ye gan xin wei chun feng chui luo
Just like a leave willingly falls to wherever the wind spring blows

只是简简单单的爱过
Zhi shi jian jian dan dan de ai guo
Only a simple love

我还是我
Wo hai shi wo
Just me or me

简简单单的伤过
Jian jian dan dan de shang guo
Simple hurting

就不算白活
Jiu bu suan bai huo
Just don't consider a plain life

简简单单的疯过
Jian jian dan dan de feng guo
Simple craziness

被梦带走
Bei meng dai zou
Carried away by dreams

当故事结束之后
Dang gu shi jie shu zhi hou
When the story ended afterall

心也喜欢一个人寂寞
Xin ye xi huan yi ge ren ji mo
The heart also loves someone's loneliness

lol.... ok i know that the translation is a bit cocked up..... but i am too lazy to change it XD

Anyways i really like this song.... but the MV he really like stuff his face with bread.... roflmao.... super emo.... haha.... well thats all for now!.... sorry got to apply for uni courses.... ^^

random complaints

2010-01-29T22:27:00.000+08:00

"I need a license..."

Ok.... just an apology for not blogging on wed... had a TBP test to study for.... I think maybe can scrape through.... hopefully.... Now thats over with, the last few days had very little if not anything to blog about.... but I just needed some time to blog it all out.... haha....

Well Monday soccer is awesome XD.... 6 -9 is more than enough time.... but now that the group is expanding to 20+ players consistently.... it is taking a while to get back into the court once you lose.... I must say, I am relishing more as a centre forward than a goalkeeper recently.... dont know why....I also scored my first goal in a year.... haha.... (against justin too.... that is a feat cause he has been the best keeper by a mile...)...

Anyways, went for NAPFA.... failed my NAPFA.... haha.... ah well... all cause of chin ups.... I hope that i can pass... dont wanna spend extra time on the "holiday island"... I must train!!!!.... damn sian espercially when only me and Aaron failed.... The second take Terry, Clement and Qing Wen got silver.... clap* clap*.... must use the swimming pool next to my house more often....

Which is what I did today.... swam and swam.... 1 hour and 1km later, I hope I came out lighter... not fun when you weight is constant.... imagine this.... I run 2.4 and play basketball for 3 hours.... 10.2.5 kg.... woo hoo!!! yeah!!!.... next day, 105kg.... -_-.... zzzzzz..... Ah well.... anyways I was really happy to go to school today =)

Went to school today with a hope of finishing my TBP project... met Terry at the lab.... his Achitectural skills are really good... Then later on "she" came and we began doing our project (courtesy of Ms Tian's matchmaking skills...)... haiii.... did the stupid simulations for 2 hours.... really can make you pull your hair out.... All said and done though, I had a lot of fun doing the project with her XD....

Although, as with all good things though.... it has to come to an end.... I have as much hope about a relationship with her right now as Johnson is in getting younger.... hahaha.....

Found out that the new highway is open =) the good thing now is that it takes 10 - 15 mins to go to and fro from home and school by car.... the bad thing is that i dont have a driving license.... zzzz..... I need one.... and a car.... haiii.... 1 month and 10 days more to my test.... Must pass it asap!!!!

ok... thats all folks.... keep you updated soon.... buh bye!

Tune of the day

2010-01-24T20:33:00.001+08:00

DAUGHTERS
JOHN MAYER

I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
But she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls are continually changed
And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me

Fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Oh, you see that skin?
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left
Cleaning up the mess he made

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Boys, you can break
You'll find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong
And boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without the warmth from
A womans good, good heart

On behalf of every man
Looking out for every girl
You are the guide and the weight of her world

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too [x3]

please tag something on my blog.... feels very lonely.... haha...XD

here without you....

2010-01-20T23:57:00.001+08:00

"Here without you"

Hey people... Its been a while... haha... been really caught up with school work, jap homework and church stuff.... really tired man.... hai... haha... anyways, I hope i can blog more than once a week.... but Wednesday seems to be the best night when nothing is really on.... So i will blog every Wednesday and hopefully one other day.... So tune in on wed nights =) Anyways... viewership has been at a all time low.... haha

I dont see many comments and my blogs been really ghostly recently.... (so if you are still reading.... post something on my tagboard... then i know i am not talking to myself.... haha XD) Ok... now that thats out of the way, FLSM is killing me.... studying to become a FSM is not easy.... haha.... I am totally amazed at myself for not flunking my past semesters... cause I think its really through divine intervention that i made it this far....

Along with that.... I am building up my Japanese homework.... argg... I have to make sure I hand it up on time next week... 3 weeks lagging already... Anyways, I am totally happy with my monday soccer and tuesday basketball... slowly i think i am improving.... also, I am actually quite suprised at my NAFPA results... passed all except chin up and standing broad jump (which i think i flopped only that day... last time can jump 220++... that day only jumped 198.... zzzz)

Time to work out.... anyways, I am counting down the days to Feb with dread... cause 1st is finally the day i give up.... I feel like a super long drama serial that irritates you by not ending.... haha.... keep talking about the same things.... Sometimes I wonder why you guys read it.... haha.... so ya... unless something drastic happens, or someone can talk me out of it, I am gonna do it.... ok... really tired... here's a song for you guys.... see you guys soon!!! (hopefully...)

HERE WITHOUT YOU
3 DOORS DOWN

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me, yeah

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go, oh yeah yeah

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me

Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love, whoa

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it's only you and me, yeah oh yeah oh

End of the road...

2010-01-14T22:17:00.000+08:00

"Roadblock!"

Hi people... its been a while.... but this is through no fault of my own... haha... my internet got zonked out when we moved house... yup i moved house to Ang Mo Kio... will get some pics uploaded.... (I can see the Singapore Flyer!) 30th storey leh... can see the CTE from here....

anyways, I am slipping in my grades.... time to buck up... i will try my best!!! Ya... about the roadblock and end of the road thing, I think by January i will be giving up T-T... you know what it is... hai... consider myself suay for liking a girl that is so difficult to get... haha.. ok... gtg.... see you guys... i will leave you with this mash up... really nice.... =)

tune of the day

2010-01-10T22:41:00.002+08:00

Heres the tune of the day! I really love this guy's style of songs...

PERFECTLY LONELY
JOHN MAYER
Had a little love, but I spread it thin
Falling in her arms and out again
Made a bad name for my game around town
Tore up my heart, and shut it down

Nothing to do
Nowhere to be
A simple little kind of free
Nothing to do
No one but me
And that's all I need

I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely (Yeah)
'Cause I don't belong to anyone
Nobody belongs to me

I see friends around from time to time
When their ladies let them slip away
And when they ask me how I'm doing with mine
This is always what I say

Nothing to do
Nowhere to be
A simple little kind of free
Nothing to do
No one to be
Is it really hard to see

Why I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely (Yeah)
'Cause I don't belong to anyone
Nobody belongs to me

And this is not to say
There never comes a day
I'll take my chances and start again
And when I look behind
On all my younger times
I have to thank the wrongs that led me to a love so strong

I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely
I'm perfectly lonely (Yeah)
'Cause I don't belong to anyone
Nobody belongs to me

(It's the way, it's the way, it's the way that I want it)

My first post of 2010...

2010-01-08T00:31:00.000+08:00

"Rain"

hey people... sorry for being gone for a while (I've neglected you guys since last year XD... But, not really been doing very well in the popularity department) Anyhow... been hectic doing my resume and stuff... moving house is also taking a lot of time.... Its amazing how many things i could find I never knew existed on my table... haha... anyways, did my homework and stuff over this past 7 days and slept like 6 hour a night only... really sleepy.... In fact, i kind of dozed off halfway, when doing this post yesterday.... haha... WTH right?

Ok, so my life in 2010 still has not changed much... still the constant stuff going all over my life... school, church and sports... Not that I am complaining.... I really love constants... See how much easier it is in math when there are no variables? 2+2 is better than 2xyz + log100x - dy/dx log 642 isn't it? (ok i am exxergerating, but you get the point)... I mean like I am always frieked out by change... though it may be good for the future.... So you can imagine my horror when i found that my poly life is ending in 15 days time...

15 DAYS!!!! that is like 1/2 a month, 1/4 of 2 months, 1/12 of 6 months, 1/24 of a year.... haii... Anyways, I went down to NUS with Zhiyan, Zhiyuan, Jeannette, Johnson Chua and Joey to get some info on University life... and how to get in....

I just want to say to all who bother to read this blog, that do not give up even if it seems to be hopeless.... even if you only have a 0.001 GPA, giving up and saying you cant go to a university or cant get a good job is not going to help... true, you may not be in an ideal position, but giving up ends any hope right there and then... dont give up and keep striving... this will give you a chance to turn it around...

I always take my example of my father... (not that I am bragging about him...) He may not be as educated as my lecturers, but he still managed to turn his life into such a successful one... now i think he earns more than my lecturers... so bottom line is DON'T GIVE UP!!!!!

Which then brings me to a dilema... I mean like this may sound stupid after all my preaching, but I am soon going to give up on something... well, in a coded message, my recon team has infiltrated the closest allies of my target, but have found information that shows it is almost unattainable... haiii... in a nutshell, "she" may not like me that way.... so its now at a 90% give up VS 10% pray for a miracle kind of situation...

So i was thinking of avoiding "her"... but, somehow, God decided to enjoy himself with a little humour.... now thinking back, it is quite funny.... last tuesday, we decided not to play basketball...

so i said to myself:
why not get some exercise to train for NAPHA and get all the school work and troubling thoughts out of my mind? I will go for a 2.4km run...

Then i try to call and ask if anybody wants to join me... but nobody, nobody, nobody is free *clap *clap *clap... so i say ok la... better than running then kenna malu in front of people with my timing... the next day i go to school, i find out she is also going to run 2.4 in school, on the same day, at the same time... (thing to note.... I did not call her... remember avoiding?)... what the hell... then the next day get to go out with her and friends like for 7 hours.... zzzzz.... now i am really stuck...

So i will leave it at that... here is my favorite musical score cause it describes my feelings... no words, pure melody....

TRANSFORMERS 2: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN
PRIME

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2009-12-31T23:44:00.000+08:00

The blog administrator wishes all a very happy and blessed 2010!!! 10, 9, 8 , 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! (sorry a bit early... hahaXD)

AULD LANG SYNE (KENNY G)

Tune of the day

2009-12-30T22:53:00.002+08:00

STOP AND STARE (ONE REPUBLIC)

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not 'there'
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see?

They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, Some never thought I could
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
Something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not 'there'
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What you need, what you need, what you need

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see?

Finally! time for blogging.....

2009-12-28T23:56:00.002+08:00

"O silent night"

Hi people!... haha.... I know I first said 2 days.... but look.... 8 days have passed and finally I have time to blog.... haii... First of all! A VERY HOLY, BLESSED AND MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ONE AND ALL!!!! Haha.... feels good to blog after so long.... Anyways my days not blogging were full of activities...

2 weeks ago, had 2 camps and 4 driving lessons to go to.... add that to the normal day's activities and my jap class, and you get a very tired and burned out Alex.... haha.... But i really enjoyed myself in those 2 camps.... first the OTC was fun for the times i was there.... The Log people are so easy to get along with compared to other groups... I may even dare to say the I guides... they really welcome you and make you feel at home with them... The second camp was my Altar Server's camp.... really fun stuff.... we planned the whole amazing race kind of camp.... Really amazing race.... the groups were everywhere around Singapore and the logistics for the camp was crazy.... but we managed to pull it off!!!... haha.... there will be pictures uploaded soon.... ^^

I am happy to say that I am no longer driving like a crazy maniac anymore... haha... managed to learn how to control the car.... not a Michael Shumacher kind of driver, but I think I should be able to pass... - hopefully God will answer my prayer!!! By the way, Congrats to Joey for passing her TP test today....(applause!) haha...

So anyways, last week was a good week for rest... stayed at home and caught some well deserved winks... played a bit.... ok la a lot of FIFA 10... cursed Ferguson for doing stupid tactics at Craven Cottage.... and on the eve of the eve of Christmas (haha.... I just had to do that XD), went out with Johnson and ZhiYan... do some really last minute Christmas shopping.... spent like $140 - arrggg.... heart pain.... - for my family's presents and had some fun posing with the ION's Christmas Tree.... pics are below =)... sorry, lazy to add captions... haha

Christmas eve was a real rush.... completed like 26 Christmas cards with personal messages to all my church peeps in 1 hour, 21 minutes and 43 seconds... haha... ok la I didnt time the writing.... but it was around that timing.... then went down for mass at 8pm.... stayted there all the way till the 12 midnight mass =).... that is really the highlight of the year.... Its a time where the choir sings really well, the servers move in unison, and the people actually dress nicely...

After that, we had a family dinner / supper / breakfast.... haha... its at 3am in the morning... so ya... haha... rested then on Christmas day, went to my uncle's place for extended family Christmas party.... really fun... hopefully will get the pictures soon....I swear i am gonna get fat cause of all the eating... haii.... NOOO!!!... I dont want to spend 5 months on that God-forsaken "resort island".... (T-T)....

Ok.... haha... last night's Singapore Idol Finale was my first episode of this season XD.... haha... I totally felt that Sylvia was better by miles... (no offence to sezairi fans...) and her renditions were really captivating... ah well... hopefully she can get better and come out with an album soon =)...

ROONEY REDEMPTION!

Ok, haha... here comes last night's match... Rooney was awesome man... haha... he may have caused the opponent's goal, but he totally made up for it... assisting the other 2 goals.... if only i could play with a 1/4 of his ability.... haii.... haha... ok... finally, i am extending my promise a few weeks ago... I am not gonna give up yet.... hope you remember what i said XD... ok to end off this really, really long post, here is one of my favorite songs now.... It also explains my feelings now...

KINGS OF LEON, USE SOMEBODY

Just a thought....: Isn't it funny that i dont dare to say 1/2 of these things to people I know, but i can do it to the 2 billion strangers that use the internet today....

Announcement (2 day hiatus)

2009-12-20T21:37:00.000+08:00

Ok people... sorry been away for so long... must having been boring right XD... haha.... very thick skin sia... anyways, this is just a message to let you guys know, I will be back within the next 2 days... been really busy with 2 camps and driving, so much so that i could only sleep like 12 hours in the last 4 days.... will be blogging after i get some winks... see you soon!

My first post in a long long while...

2009-12-10T11:45:00.001+08:00

"I am gonna be broke very soon...zzz"

Hi people... i am back from my close to 2 week hiatus..... hahaha.... well been having exams of late o wait.... having AN exam of late.... haha.... only one paper! But be sure that I gave my 100% for it.... Anyways, I got a guy for the class christmas present exchange... haha.... Wah... this time sure broke one.... he is richer than me XD..... Anyways, I think its alot better than getting her, so if I do give something to her, it will not be like I got no choice than got to give her a present.... Now I am in a dilemma.... should I try asking her out? This may sound funny, but I am afraid of what people say... I always said I wanted to be a priest, so i am sort of going agasinst what I have always said if I go ahead... ARRRGGGG.... haii.... so how? so how? Why am I getting headaches over something that has not even happen? hahaha.... I dunno la....

Anyways, that day after the exam, we went out Johnson, Zhiyan, Aaron, Qing Wen and me... haha... Plus Clement, Nadiah and Terry joining us for lunch... so after lunch at swensens, (I want the pictures Nadiah...=P) we went to Kallang leisure park for a movie.... Clement and Nadiah left to meet their friends and cousin resectively.... amazingly, Terry didnt go to bugis.... XD.... this time was Bishan... haha.... went to find his GF which he threw aside to join us for lunch.... haha..... so wei da right?

Went to watch "couples retreat" (my movie rating will be in the next post.... yayy) after meeting up with Yeelyn.... After that went to the archade.... lol.... Zhiyan was hooked on the drum thingy.... haha... she played for 1 hour leh.... after that a piece of history was made.... I went to KBOX for the fist time in my life (I want the pictures... anybody who was there... haha... dunno who took them ).... lol.... luckily zhiyan was there if not look like 4 guys si lian ai already, go there and sing all the emo songs... haha.... had fun.... Never imagined that singing out of tune for 4 hours was so fun.... haha.... and we only paid for 3 hours XD.... The experienced k boxers said if they dont call us to go, we no need to go.... wah... haha.... after that went home... It was the most fun I have had in a while....

Anyways, I got to go, maybe fret about how to ask her out, or even whether to ask her out... zzzzzzz.... bye!
Anyways, here is the playlist for the day =)

lol.... sorry been hooked on red cliff... so here is a nice song... though a tad bit old...

Tune of the day

2009-12-03T00:14:00.001+08:00

Hey people... found this really cool cover of a song...

First here is the original...

Ok this is the cover of the song.... They are non-professional singers have a nice pitch blend and not bad looking either XD... anyways.... here it is....

Anyways, will blog more tomorrow i hope.... haha.... FLSM argggg.... zzzzzz...

More Updates... and 3 tunes for the day =D

2009-12-01T23:11:00.001+08:00

Its been a while since i last blogged... haha... been really busy lately... so many projects and assignments that my head is going nuts... well at least we are finishing our FLSM soon... if not by friday sure cannot hand up one.... ah well... "she" didnt come to school today.... so i guess she was sick so I felt like sms a "get well soon" sms... but decided against it... already smsed her take care yesterday... thought that maybe too loh sor... arggg.... I am going crazy.... maybe this song is right for me... haha

ok... maybe this next one is better...

Anyways, congrats to Johnson and his team!!! Gold for D cup Soccer is quite a mean feat... haha... too bad we couldnt get gold for ours... ok... i am really tired liao.... going to sleep -_-<(zzz)... good night! will blog more soon.... but here is a new song just to keep you guys happy XD

today's short update

2009-11-25T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hey people.... finally cleared my MP judging =D... haha... very happy to see Unni and Au nod their heads in approval... so much better than that time with Roy... haha...

Anyways, I think she really doesnt like me that way... sms her she never reply since 6pm... and its not the first time... no point pushing.... mian chiang si mei you shing fu de.... haha.... ok... if by Christmas, nothing gets better... I am giving up...

Ok... tired liao... see you guy soon... I wonder, if i dont talk about my relationship with a certain girl on my blog, will people still read it???? XD

Announcement

2009-11-24T23:51:00.000+08:00

Hey people... Administrator here... apparently there are some problems with the blog when seen with IE.... but it is ok when seen with firefox... will try to sort out the HTML asap... but in the mean time if you have any ideas to fix it, pls tag it on the tagboard... Thanks!!!

Tune of the day

2009-11-24T23:38:00.004+08:00

My current favorite song... haha... it sounds like a Christmas Jingle though...

Michael Buble - Haven't Met You Yet

I'm Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
I've Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stop Keeping Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
And Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Know Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Mmmmm ....

I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Timing
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Mmmmm ......

And Somehow I Know That It Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It Right
And We'll Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Mmmm .....

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out
And I'll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get Than I Get

Oh You Know It'll All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Just found out she is not continuing Jap class... ARGGG...

My really short post...

2009-11-19T00:47:00.004+08:00

Hi people... damn sleepy liao... woke up this morning then started doing my jap homework... wah... 8 pages is not fun haha... Also, I am officially broke... zzzz.... paid $300 for the new semester... and then now I find out that "she" may not be continuing... hai.....

And then I did the stupidest thing possible... haha... I had to have itchy hand to sms her and ask if cause got money problems so need my help... (-_______________________________-)... I think maybe insulted people... lol... for all those out there still wanting a love life, dont commit the same suicide as me... hahaha... Ah well....

"A Christmas without Christ"

"ION's tree =) (favorite tree... reason? see last post)"

Anyways, went down to Orchard and while walking, I saw the Christmas lights... Started wondering if people really started to forget why Christmas is celebrated.... Decorations nowadays are totally void of Jesus... (Well... come on, it is his birthday on Christmas...) I cant believe an overweight guy in a gaudy red suit and some flying deers can overshine God... haha.... maybe its a sign of the times... haha...

but i must say this year's light up is really nice... My dad said that this year Singapore will make it very nice cause we very kiasu... dont want to lose face during last week's APEC... haha... quite true...

Saw the news that day about Obama getting flak for bowing to the Japanese emperor... Americans really jia pa bo sai pang.. wah lao... like that also got time to complain... no wonder they got unemployment rates lo... XD... ok... gonna sleep liao... actually this post not very short haha....

My 1st real post in 10 days...

2009-11-18T01:17:00.007+08:00

"What i really wanna say.... but no guts to...."

Hai.... its been a while... haha.... my brother has been using the computer extensively ever since his "O"s ended... haha... It is only natural.... so ya... look at what facebook can throw at you... -_-... i just looking through and then this question comes up.... then i wrote down what i wanted to say... But i definitely have no guts to publish it.... I wonder if it means something....

Anyways, the last few weeks were very eventful... on the same note of relationships, I may have proceeded a step forward... haha... went out with "her" (set up by Zhi Yan... haha... future matchmaker!!!) after D-CUP basketball 1st round.... had 3 hours to waste... so we went to eat dinner followed by a very very very long walk aroung ION Orchard... Even going into the Christmas tree for fun... too bad didnt take pictures... (for ppl who have been living under a shell, the frigging shopping mall is HUGE...) haha.... first time going out with her for fun... the last few times were always just going to or going home from Jap class....

Maybe after taking that step forward... i have taken 5 steps back... hai... I keep getting the feeling that "she" just wants to stay as friends... haha.... I also dunno why i am laughing.... must be crazy already.... Maybe its time to let go? I mean move on if "she" really got no feelings....

Ok... off that topic, people who organise the D-CUP competitions really CMI sia... I mean like choice of dates were bad, choice of venue was horrible, choice of time was disgusting and choice of referee is utterly disgraceful... hai... Although i must say it was not most of the helper's fault... ESC people really are a pain in the butt...

I mean dates should be given way before people even join... they didnt confirm till 1 -2 days before the match... Referees should be briefed and trained to spot fouls.... they were mere spectators that dont blow the stupid whistles.... The finals match should be postponed... they dont care about participant's safety raining also play....

hai.... In the end got bronze.... but the bronze is just for show one... out of the 4 semi finalist, 1 team pulled out... so even if we didnt play, we also will get a medal... So disappointed with myself... played like shit.... Let all my teammates down... zzzzzz.... maybe should stop playing basketball.... why play when always lose?

haha... sounding damn emo today XD.... a lot of maybes.... hai.... maybe tmr will be better... but i still have a lot of work to do... ARRRRGGGG!!!!!....

1. MP presentation (Most Important!!!!)
2. Han Qiang's extra project (induction technology)
3. Jap homework(5 pages)
4. Server's camp program racce
5. Feast day Mass in-charge
6. CCOM report
7. FLSM project

I am really overworked.... haha... Lucky IDSI quiz had ZhiYuan's tips... wah really life saver sia... haha... maybe can get 16/20... see how la... ok... tired liao... Finally, Thanks to all who have wished me... haha... Havent done this... like super long since my b'day, but no choice.... haha... GOOD NIGHT!!!

ps. hope your managed to get my fun fact in my last real post =)

tune of the day

2009-11-15T11:18:00.001+08:00

"Obviously"
McFly

Recently I've been
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl
Who's out of this world
Believe me

She's got a boyfriend
He drives me round the bend
Cus he's 23
He's in the Marines
He'd kill me

So many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now

Cus obviously
She's out of my league
How can I win
She keeps dragging me in
And I know I never will be good enough for her

No no, never will be good enough for her

Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now, yeah
Up to LA
That's where I'll stay
For two years

Put it behind me (put it behind me)
Go to a place where she can't find me, oh

Cus obviously
She's out of my league
I'm wasting my time cus she'll never be mine
And I know I never will be good enough for her

No no, never will be good enough for her

She's out of my hands
And I never know where to stand
Cus I'm not, good enough for her

Good enough for her (enough enough enough for her)
Good enough for her (good enough for her)

Cus obviously
She's out of my league
I'm wasting my time cus she'll never be mine
And I know I never will be good enough for her

Cus obviously
She's out of my league
How can I win
She keeps dragging me in
And I know I never will be good enough for her

Cus obviously
She's out of my league
I'm wasting my time cus she'll never be mine
And I know I never will be good enough for her

No no, I never will be good enough for her

Pics!!!

2009-11-08T15:31:00.008+08:00

As promised, here are some pictures... will blog again tomorrow on my birthday XD... Thanks to all those who wished me already =)

"The whole family"

"My brother and his god daughter... cute no?"

"The four guys"

"My cousin, his wife and their daughter"

How time flies

2009-11-08T01:10:00.012+08:00

"WooHoo!!!! my new interest"

Woah... ok... sorry for neglecting you my friend.... havent been blogging cause of a hectic schedule the past few weeks... hai... ok... so i left off so long ago i cant remember where to start... haha... maybe I'll just start with the day at Johnson's place...

We went over to his place like 2 weeks ago... on a wednesday.... Qing wen, Aaron and myself... was really cool to play FIFA 10 on the XBOX =).... hope at the end of the year, we (My brothers and me) will be able to get a PS3... haha.... Went for Jap class and enjoyed myself throughly...

I cant remember much about the week other than talking to Johnson about relationships... haha... He was kinda giving me pointers on how to woo "her"... (Ironic isnt it? haha) Then I said..."Aiyah... its impossible la..."... Then he was like "Dont give up!.... how can you just let go without trying...".... Clement and i looked at him.... *silence*... haha... He then said..."While i am telling you this, I am also telling myself..."... Then I replied "Its because of people like us, thats why they created XBOX..."... lol...

Ok... coming to this week... celebrated Yeelyn's b'day... happy b'day ^^..... hai... we ate the cheesecake that Johnson made..... I cant believe I gave nadiah the whole pack of candles... and she didnt bring it... (-_-)|||... then she brought a spatula to cut the cake.... hai... nadiah nadiah.... haha.... in the end no tissue paper also... Suprisingly, she didnt get sabo-ed at all.... wah... then next mon, I dont feel like going school liao... haha... wont be so lucky... I think if i can crawl out of school, I will be happy.... XD.... I should bring along a biochemical suit just in case...

Then coming to the last few days... got my director's list award... I dont know how i got it... lucky I guess... there are so many other brainier people than me... haha.... will upload pictures soon.... wah kao... the stupid ceremony lasted from 3.45pm till 6.15... WTH... took so long.... argggghhhh.... congrats to all other winners!... (namely, Johnson Chua, Han Qiang, Zhiyuan and Guan Yu [hope i spelt his name correctly... haha] and Yan Ho)... after that went for dinner with my cousin, his wife and his daughter.... she is super cute la.... haha... pictures will likewise be uploaded soon...

Today went for Server's year end evaluation... hai.... yearly ritual of getting stuck in a room from 8am till 4pm is not fun... luckily I had driving lesson... As many of you know... I cant drive to save my life... so I hoped and prayed that God will give me a good and PATIENT instructor... Thank and praise the Lord I got my first lesson's instructor... He is super nice and very very very very very PATIENT.... haha... (by the way if you are wondering why patience is so important for me... Its because my 2nd instructor was super impatient...) Now i managed to reduce the number of times i stall... but a new problem has surfaced... haha..... I cant turn of nuts... keep turning out of lane....

So... hopefully, through practice, i can overcome it... I also bought FIFA 10 on PC... damn happy... haha.... wanted to get WE 10... but it was $8 extra... so decided against it... well.... time to go back to lead my Man Utd team to victory!!!... well I dont really have much confidence in this week's top of the table clash.... so I am going for a 1-1 draw... and that is already optimistic... we shall see lor...

Fun fact... I just noticed "her" admin no. ends with an "A"... and mine ends with a "J"... haha.... =D

(let see if you can get to read the fun fact =P)

My favorite chinese acapella song found!

2009-11-02T00:12:00.004+08:00

Ok... I havent been really blogging lately... been caught up with so many things... still fixing the HTML... but the youtube videos have been fixed... yay!!... now for the archive.... anyways here is my favorite chinese acapella song... wait... its the only chinese acapella song i know... haha.... but it is still one of my favorite songs.... I rediscovered it by accident =) thank God for youtube! k thats all... see your soon....

Update for today

2009-10-29T23:07:00.003+08:00

Hey people... here is a nice song.... now a little busy to update... anyways I am having some problems with showing youtube videos as you can see with my older posts (Will try to fix it asap.... stupid HTML.... hai...)... so downloaded videos will have to do...so tomorrow will see more!

Administrative update

2009-10-29T01:06:00.002+08:00

Hey people... changed my blog skin due to some unforeseen circumstances... will continue to blog tomorrow as there are some stuff I need to edit... Hope your like the new blog skin.... cause I do XD.... See y'all!...

My stupidity

2009-10-27T23:38:00.002+08:00

Today, my post will be very short... damn tired liao... haha... I cant believe I did something so stupid... hai.. my brain not working sia.... I left my TBP book at the bus stop at Macpherson... sianzzz... thank God I remembered I was missing something the moment I boarded the bus... haha... got off at the next stop and ran back.... The lady at the bus stop must be thinking "WTF is this guy doing?"... haha..... anyway, on the point of thinking, heres a classic ad!

My great day =) - man utd loss to liverpool

2009-10-26T23:20:00.004+08:00

"Dejected and defeated"

Hey people of the world... Its me again... ok.... before I begin... (DISCLAIMER: All Man Utd fans, look away now)... haha.... I am about to do something that all Man Utd fans cant do... Admit that Liverpool were the better side in the 2-0 loss on Sunday... hai.... Ah well...."A Man must be big enough to admit his mistakes, smart enough to profit from them and strong enough to correct them"... So to all Liverpool, Arsenal, Chelsea, Tottenham and Man City fans, We are not going down because of a small defeat... when you come to Old Trafford, you liverpool will become KFL... Kentucky Fried Lark.... hahaha...

Ok.... Now that I have vented my frustrations, Its time to move on to the next topic... Ah well.... Its already been a year since I was in charge of a church camp... With December around the corner, its time forthe planning of a new one... so on Sunday, the program team.... inclusive of me, began our rough skeleton.... Its already looking good =)... Just a teaser, Its gonna be all the reality gameshows rolled into one...

So then Monday came along... The first lesson being Mr Thong's class... Its at 9am, but the way he talked made it feel like It was only 6am... wah, trying my best to keep awake.... then somemore, not sitting with my friends... cant talk to keep awake... Once his lesson was over (Thank God....), We went for breakfast... Then I found out that Liying was already looking for Unis... I mean wow... Its only the second week and she is already applying... Kudos...

Then went for IDSI... crap.... I mean like.. it praveena... enough said... If thats not enough, she is teaching this module for the first time... wah... I tell you... GG... she explain also can get lost... I take my hat off for her... Then went for lunch at TM... freaking ex sia... $4 for 8 wantons.... crap... hai...

Finally, in tonight's soccer... was happy to report that I did not concede a single goal in my first 3 games... XD... did some crazy saves... but too bad all the keepers were on form tonight... couldnt really stand out... I mean like, all the games were more than 15 mins each just to score 2 goals.... Shazly and Justin are really good... ok... thats all for tonight... tired liao... I am trying to leave out relationship complains and doubts for a while... if not my blog will look like the front page of agony aunt's website... haha... Good Night!

English Problems

2009-10-22T22:12:00.006+08:00

"My first ride in a probation driver's car"

Hey people.... its me again... hope there are still people reading this blog.... haha.... seems like I am writing to myself.... XD.... anyways, its really been a while since I have blogged in two days consecutively... haha.... I am definitely in a better mood than yesterday..... Anyways today was a great day :)

Went to school at 11.... (Sorry QW and Nadiah!) haha... must admit I woke up late, but managed to reach there earlier than Clement and Terry... haha... The lectures were boring as usual.... -_-|||.... hai... Ms Ivy is a really nice teacher but she really need to stop elaborating every single point.... It makes me feel like just "shutting down" or "hibernating".... haha.... Then went for TBP lab.... was surprisingly like AUTOCAD....

Which reminded me of something.... on the lift to the 8th floor, johnson was at the controls.... and guess who popped into the lift? HIS "FAVORITE" TEACHER.... XD... hahaha.... somemore stood next to him all the way to the 8th floor!... Qing Wen and I were trying to control our laughter.... lol....

Got into class and did the lab stuff and enjoyed it thoroughly.... then went over to the library to help Aaron... If I knew what he wanted, I would have tried to siam... haha... no la... I not so bad... But I really sound weird on recordings.... hai... Got a ride on his car.... really cool.... he is younger than me by 1 month and he got his lisence faster.... haiyo... haha... But I did pack my December with lessons.... haha... I am going down everyday!....

ok... to end off today's post, here are some "English Problems" you might want to take note of.... especially if you are in Rafiq's class.... haha....

my horrible day....

2009-10-21T13:45:00.005+08:00

"Stupid supervisor...."

Hi people... ok... I haven been here for about a week now.... so i believe nows the time to blog...
Well the last time I blogged was before school started and when the timetables just came out....

Ah well our class is now split into 2 groups my grp consisting of Johnson, Qing Wen, Zhiyan, Liying, Joey, Jeannette, zhiyuan and myself... so in a way I agree with Qing wen... we are in the tian cai ban (Genius class)... haha.... na la... just joking... ok... so here goes my life story.... I wonder if you people reading are beginning to get bored....

Friday and Saturday we went to work... at first, it was only Han qiang, Johnson Chua, Terry, Clement and myself... this time though, TP students were everywhere... haha.... got at least 11 people out of the 35.... we were joking that the next time round, the whole group will be TP students.... XD anyways, we met a new supervisor who was... how shall we say... "a bastard".... and thats putting it nicely.... work us like dogs... whole night we only got to rest for 50 mins... including dinner time... WTF.... the last time, we got an hour for dinner, 45 mins for breakfast, and abt 30 mins of resting time.... hai.... so work until my fingers and legs went numb.... along with my brain...

Sunday went for mass and a retreat at the CSC... the intercessors of the lamb are really good man... haha

Monday soccer was well above my expectations... managed to play well and even score a goal... abeit a super tai co 1 on 1 situation... haha.... Looks like i have to wait a while longer before hanging up my gloves =).... Monday was also quite nice.... getting to see all our classmates again... haha... although some of them were late... (You know who you are... haha... 9am class, 8am wake up XD)....

Yesterday's basketball was nice... got to play a full court game as a class.... and we won 21 -15... haha... but I must improve... still long way more to my goal... Then after that when we went for dinner, I think Terry played until he seh already... haha... we were talking about plan A.... so many weeks we say "plan A plan A" and he keep kenna con by us.... haha.... last week he grew cleverer... so we decided to see if he can con the next person XD.... then along the way, he still didnt know that plan A meant ordering drinks and immediately running off to order food so the last person must pay for the drinks.... haha.... we gave him SO MANY hints... he still don't understand....

Later along the way we finally told him what plan A meant... then he understood, but after that, he was the last to leave the table.... lol... hai... Terry.... haha... after going home, wanted to plat DOTA... so we decided to play with people... there was this asshole who claims to be from the WCG (World Championship Gaming) series... I must admit he is pro, but he keep scolding me for no reason... just because I played differently from him and I am a bit more noob.... WTF... he keep scolding me to buy the items his way... then after that still called me a "f****** noob".... somemore scold my mother... say "dunno where your mother come from".... I mean like... Its just a game.... he more pro, I respect la.... but no need to be such an asshole right? scold me can la, but scold my mom for what? Must pray for his conversion! ST JUDE!!!!

hai... after that he still leave the game.... I already sian 1/2... then played with Terry and Terrence AI maps but terry's com keep lagging... haha.... So no mood I called it a night....

This morning woke up then sian sian still.... still feel like punching him... haha... must ren (endure)... Terry is right... online gaming indeed has a lot of assholes.... did my jap homework then now blogging.... ah... at least todays wed... can feel better just because i get to see her XD.... But i think the relationship thingy is going nowhere... hai... see how ba... ok... when I am in a better mood I will blog more happy stuff... haha... well see ya...

complaints

2009-10-15T20:29:00.008+08:00

"My first book XD"

Ah well... How do I start this.... hehe... I look at my class timetable and wonder what went wrong? I am in a totally different class from the rest... and I must add, I did not fail anything!... hai.... sian half.... Makes me feel excluded.... Like poles apart.... hence my first book.... haha.... I edited it from a picture btw... (latest update: Johnson Huang is same class as me =) )

Anyways... since today is my brother's birthday, I shall not walk around looking sian... must keep my chin up... tmr then can sian half XD... anyways.... about my life now....

Monday was the single most destructive day to my soccer career.... like crap! I played 12 games, won 2, lost 10, GF 6, GA 22.... Its like arrggg!!!! WTF!... I definitely need to buck up.... now out of the 4 keepers there, I think I am the worst.... hai... next week I dont really feel like bringing my gloves....

Anyways, when I was on the bus home with a good friend on tues after basketball, She asked me why I havent ask "her" out... I dunno.... I feel 50% of me saying I want to do so but I am scared of whats ahead... the other 50% goes.... maybe should just keep quiet forever.... haha... Dunno whats wrong with me... hey after all I kept quiet from year 1 till now....

Ok.... now wed.... went to queensway to get shoes.... supposed to me at 1pm.... changed to 2pm.... then all of us only reached at 3pm (fyi I reached first at 2.09pm).... haha... sit at the macs and stoned.... good to see welson after so long.... anyways we walked around and I got a good pair of shoes SIZE 13!!!! at $65.... I was so happy.... we keep "killing" the price (sa jia) and in the end $89 became $65 and clement's basketball from $69 became $50.... haha....

After that since it was already like 5.45pm.... so we decided not to make zhiyan and gang wait for us.... so we told them maybe we not going to bugis liao... sorry!!! so we tested out clement's ball at the court at the cc next to redhill MRT.... we played ABC and then one old uncle came and owned us.... haha.... he use baby ball and beat the crap out of us.... ah well.... haha...

Night time went for dinner with my family at IshiMura... the Japanese food street at North point shopping centre.... then went to daiso at SSC... pics will uploaded asap.... ok... thats all folks.... will keep updating the timetable's news... hai...

Tune of the day

2009-10-14T23:49:00.002+08:00

Colin Ray "Overkill"

I can't get to sleep
I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications

Especially at night
I worry over situations
I know I'll be alright
Perhaps it's just imagination

Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
Come back another day

Alone between the sheets
Only brings exasperation
It's time to walk the streets
Smell the desperation

At least there's pretty lights
And though there's little variation
It nullifies the night from overkill

Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
Come back another day

I can't get to sleep
I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications

Especially at night
I worry over situations
I know I'll be alright
It's just overkill

Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away
Ghosts appear and fade away
Ghosts appear and fade away

My very "interesting" life

2009-10-11T11:03:00.003+08:00

"The camp's message"

Ok.... I havent been blogging because I was too lazy.... but I have a very good reason this time.... haha... I went for a church camp... Well it was a camp to see if God was calling me to be a priest... so I went and enjoyed being away from the computer for more than 24 hours.... haha...

Ah well.... anyways my week went quite well... Wednesday's Jap class went smoothly, abeit our teacher forgeting to tell us that next week had no class... haha... luckily My classmate pointed it out... If not I would look like a total dimwit going to town and waiting outside the door of a closed school.... lol...

Thursday went by quite quickly.... Could'nt go to school... It was raining elephants and giraffes at my house.... haha... and friday came along....

Went to church for a funeral mass.... I can't believe how long the person took to do her eulogy... She even sang for her grandmother... I don't want to sound evil and uncompassionate.... but I mean like.... Let her rest in peace ya? Thats the problem with us humans.... we cant let go.... Ah well.... as if I am one to talk... lol....

Ok.... after that went down to the campsite in Punggol.... All the way into the heart of the jungle.... haha.... ah well... Was half wishing I could bump into "her"... Well.... she lives there (not in the jungle la... In punggol... lol)... I dunno.... I find myself a very weird person... I hate being indecisive (Priest or married?????????? worry* worry*)... I mean like... Please God... show me a sign!...

If I saw "her" already with a boyfriend on the road, I will be happier than the confusion now (Though It definitely will hurt... lol).... Ah well.... All I can say is God will reveal all in his time....

Anyways.... heres a little joke about dating to end it off... haha... by my one of favourite comedians.... Rowan Atkitson! XD

Complaints...

2009-10-06T22:49:00.004+08:00

"Damn I am Lazy!"

OK.... so I have been quite lazy... hehe... I am having holidays but not blogging as much.... Its time to pick up.... Firstly, I am SOOOO DISAPPOINTED WITH LIVERPOOL.... No wonder they cant win the BPL.... hai... So much for Torres and Gerrard being the best attacking partnership in the Premier League... They didnt even puncture the Chelsea defense....

Ok... Now on to monday... I went to school for nothing sia.... T_T... wasted my $4.50 spent on getting there and back home... Damn I need to buy concession... haha... It all began when I reached school.... I was the only person there... I just finish cutting the acrylic for Terry when... The lights went out... -_-... Sianzzzzz.... There was a power outage lo... I went out then just nice Terry came.... We tried to work with only the emergency light... but the stupid thing died in 1 hour.... hai... So went to the lib... played with the com for a while then went to meet Justin for weekly Monday soccer... I was quite sucky in the first few matches... but it got better later on... Including a good save against Dhana's shot... =).... Still have to improve more!

Yesterday went to school and waited for Unni... He asked me to help him with some game thing.... no.... wait, He just said "Are you free on Tues?" I stupidly repied yes... (I dunno wat possesed me.... XP) Then He said "help me with the Game's run through!"... I was like WTF.... At times like this, I feel like ripping his head off its sockets.... But I dunno... Everytime I feel like he is the suckiest teacher in the world, he somehow comes across as just a lazy bloke who is harmless... I don't really have that much against him anyway.... In fact, I kinda liked him when he first taught us... ah well... Time changes a person.... and nuclear stuff can't be helping either.... haha...

Anyways we went to NLB at bugis... and on the taxi there, I found out that "she" was going to help also... Woohoo!... lol.... so it makes my trip less sian than it already was.... hehe... Played the game... It was not that bad... Quite nice to get to see our course stuff being put into practice.... Intelligent Building!... After that, we went through the game and did some fine tuning.... Then it was back to TP for Basketball....

Did quite well, but still not scoring as much as I would have liked.... Saw a little bit of the old Clement... More bouncy, cheerful... and he was like UNSTOPPABLE!!! (what can I say... emo makes you weaker.... lol) but after missing some shots, back to emo boy.... STOP BEING SO EMO PLEASE.... If I became emo because I cant score, then I must as well be digging my own grave now.... lol... Played against "Kobe Bryant and the lakers" with KY and Johnson... haha... we played some good play.... and I went up for a basket, then kenna "Hi-5" from both sides.... lol... damn pain... still can see the red finger marks.... haha...

And now today... not going to school cause got Japanese class... and got some work to do... I am very ashamed that I still cant read Katagana.... It was taught 5 weeks ago... lol... never practice... but I am happy to say, I can understand like 40% of the anime shows without Subtitles... yay* Ok... time to practice!!!! anyways I think I will blog again tomorrow.... Can't Promise.... Always promise then break it... hehe.... bye!

My Thank You

2009-10-04T22:08:00.004+08:00

"Thanks!"

Ok, This is a big thank you to all who have given me advice about my last post =)... I promise that by the end of this year, I will make a decision... and that will be reported straight away! Hopefully, (in the words of my older brother) "I can pick up my nutsacks to do something..."

Anyways, The past few days have been really uneventful... so you didnt really miss much... haha... Friday went for dinner with my family for my older brother's birthday.... We went to Sizzler's restaurant and the selection of salads were immaculate =D... Salad bars are just meant to be this way!

On to Saturday, I went for my Secondary school's Alumni event... Was quite disappointed with the planing... we reached at 5 like they told us but we only started the dinner at 7pm.... -_-... I mean wasted like 2 hours of my life... well at least the time spent meeting old friends and playing with lanterns made me feel good.... also, the amount we paid for was to raise funds for our needy students.... $15 well spent I say....

Ok... Today started off well... It was tiring waking up at 5.50am for morning mass, but its all in a day's work for an altar server.... Got back home aroung 8.45am, rested before seeing Sebastian Vettel kill his opponents in the the Japanese Grand Prix... Good job!... haha... Applause*.... He is proberbly one of the most promising drivers so far... Then in the evening, watched the Singapore vs Selangor match.... Was shitty compared to the EPL game going on on the next channel....

Talking about channels, I officially hate Singtel... And I think I speak for most EPL fans in Singapore... -__-

Anyways, coming back to the Singaporean Soccer scene... The Sleague definitely needs a revamp... They keep billing it as one of the top ten leagues in Asia... Obviously, there are only ten leagues in Asia ma... lol... More money is needed to be pumped in... I mean at least get an electronic board for the 4th official la...

Ok now is the Chelsea vs Liverpool match... gonna catch it... I am utterly ashamed about 2 things... Manchester United's Match against Sunderland and that I have to support Liverpool now.... As long as Chelsea doesnt go top, I am happy.... "An enemy of my enemy is friend" as the old saying goes.... I personally want a draw XD... anyways see you guys!

My complaints

2009-09-29T22:51:00.012+08:00

"Top 10 reasons why...."

Hi people, its me again... well, Its been pretty rough the past few days so could not blog much... Ah well as promised, this is gonna be a very long discussion.... discussion because i want to hear your opinions on my tag board!

Ok.... so now we have established that I like a girl.... so staying on this topic.... I am gonna reveal... (Dont get excited Johnson Huang.... As if i will reveal the name here =P) my "top ten reasons why I shouldnt ask her out".... and after getting all emo, the "top ten reasons why i should ask her out".... ok here goes!

== Top Ten Reasons Why NOT To Ask Her Out ==

1. She probably doesnt like me anyways....
Means: I dunno... It feels hard to get to know her better... and everytime I feel like I've given her a good impression, it falls back on me XD

2. She probably likes somebody else....
Means: Well, self-explanatory....

3. I don't want spoil our friendship....
Means: I have seen friends that hate each other's guts after a confession... and I dont want it to happen that way... And others who don't even see eye-to-eye after they break up....

4. I am not very good at handling failure....
Means: I suck at handling failure.... I am espercially afraid of failing.... well I espercially dont want to end up all EMO.... In the words of Johnson Chua: Love makes you stronger.... emo makes you weaker.... lol

5. I dunno if The Lord is calling me to be a priest....
Means: I've always wanted to be a priest from day one... (Well that was before homones came and wreaked everything... haha) So if He indeed is calling me... Then I can't be with her for obvious reasons....

6. I am unsure if i can fit in with her family....
Means: Well... I know it seems quite weird to be thinking about her family now... but I've seen her family portraits on facebook and I can tell they are a traditional chinese family.... Ok before you scream: "BUT YOU ARE ALSO CHINESE!!!!", I indeed come from a chinese family, but my family is english orientated... (Dunno if all church people are like that...)... so ya....

7. Not enough self-esteem to try....
Means: Well.. I never really had a high self-esteem anyways... so before even trying... I feel like I have failed already...

8. I dunno if my liking can change into love....
Means: Ok... for very very obvious reasons, if you are in a relationship, that means you love that someone in that relationship... For now, I like her... but I can't say I love her.... so Maybe people with relationship experience can share... Does like turn to love... or is it supposed to be "love at first sight" and all that hollywood crap... (Which I think is total bulls*** BTW)

9. Don't think I have the time for a relationship....
Means: I am a very busy person... School, Church, Monday soccer, Tuesday basketball, Wednesday Jap Class, Saturday meetings, Sunday mass, Sunday family outings.... I see my parents only in the 15mins before I sleep on a weekday... Don't want to get into a relationship and then neglect her!

10. I dont think I am good "boyfriend material" ....
Means: Don't ask me... I also dunno wat it means.. haha... just came to my head...

Ok... now that the whole world is turning into an eiree grey tinge, We shall brighten it up a little by giving you the....

== Top Ten Reasons Why TO Ask Her Out ==

1. Obviously I like her....
Means: This is straight in your face... If you don't get it, you never will....

2. She is a great person to be with....
Means: I enjoy going out with her as a friend....

3. We share some stuff in common....
Means: Do I still need this "Means column"?

4. I feel more "Human" when I told my friends I like a girl....
Means: Ok... the main culprit... Justin... I've always told him I want to be a priest and then I told him that and his reply was: "WTF, are you even allowed to like a girl?".... lol...

5. My supportive parents....
Means: Well, My parents are the most supportive parents ever.... They can quit their jobs and become motivational speakers.... haha.... well they've always said leave it in the hands of God... And hopefully he will tell me soon.... the suspense is killing me...

6. I have seen firsthand what love can do....
Means: My older brother was transformed into this saccharinely sweet guy when he was with is ex... dunno if that is love... lol

7. I think.... rather, I hope she likes my company....
Means: She is always smiling when I talk to her... Unless she is wearing a mask of course... lol

8. The seminary rector did say go and experience relationships first....
Means: My seminary rector (The person in charge of the seminary) did say dont be afraid to fall in love first.... If God really has chosen you, He will make things right in his own time...

9. Successful people make time.... not find time....
Means: Even though I am a busy person... I think I can manage!

10. "Love makes you stronger" ....
Means: Damn you Johnson Chua... haha

Ok... now that I have bared my soul... I do hope my avid readers (Those that can say they have seen my blog more that 5 times on 5 different occasions) don't go spreading this all around to people (espercially people in school I don't really like.... You should know who Nadiah...)... I am a very shy fella.... lol... That means you too Johnson Huang... haha.... but I do hope to read what you guys have to say about this post... The questions is "Should I ask her out?"

Ok... now off the topic of relationships... and now to F1!!!

Damnit... I heard reports that Kimi Raikonnen is leaving Ferrari because a certain Mr Alonso is coming... NOOOOO!!! lol... Stupid Ferrari boss... never liked him....

Also, on Football... Man Utd is going against their toughest opponents in the champions league so far... I do hope Old Trafford becomes a "Thetre of Dreams" tonight... and not a "Thetre of Nightmares"... lol...

Anyways gotta go... Jap Homework to do!!! Been rather lazy... didnt touch my homework for 2 weeks liao... XP... bye!

tune of the day

2009-09-24T23:45:00.005+08:00

You give me something by James Morrison

You only hold me when I sleep
I was meant to tread the water
But now I've gotten in too deep
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away

'Cos you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
this could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Cos someday I might know my heart

You only waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
Like I say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean
Never thought I'd love someone
That was someone else's dream

'Cos you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
And this could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Cos someday I might call you from my heart
But it might be a second too late
And the words that i could never say
Gunna come out anyway

'Cos you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
And this could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Mmm....
'Cos you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
And this could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Cos someday I might know my heart
know my heart, know my heart

hi people.... this is how i am feeling today =) just rediscovered this song.... nice.... dedicated to my frens and family! Cause you guys give me something… and for something very random now... I havent talked to "her" in 2 weeks.... damn it...

ah well.... thats all for now... see ya soon.... got to fill my ns medical stuff sianzzzz.....

My very interesting day

2009-09-23T14:20:00.003+08:00

"The stormy weather"

Hi people.... haha... ok i lied.... was lazy to blog yesterday and so here i am today.... hehe... late submission again....

Anyways, Monday soccer was damn sian.... looking forward to playing, and then in the end, didn't even step into the court.... wtf.... of all days to have thunderstorm, choose Monday.... of all times, choose evening.... of all places, choose Ang Mo Kio.... zzzzzz..... so didn't even play.... Why the stupid Kebun Baru CC don't want to add a shelter!!! damn it.... -_-

Yesterday looked better.... we wanted to play basketball so it rained in the morning and we had high hopes.... but it started raining... huh... Now I want to commend the CCs on the east side of singapore, who actually really know the type of weather Singapore has.... good job =).... went to the sheltered court next to St. Hilda's... Yesterday was one of my best days playing basketball in my very short "career".... lol.... But, I still have a long way more!....

This morning, went with Justin to the army market... or rather attempted to... I am really embaressed that i got lost in Singapore.... Which is near to impossible.... well we went in circles aroung the ICA building.... I could swear that the lady selling tissue was wondering "why the hell are they guard patrolling?".... haha.... well with the help of Justin's older brother, we managed to find the place.... ^^ anyways I am at home now slacking....

Well thats all for now.... see you in a bit =)

My first update in 1 and a 1/2 weeks

2009-09-21T14:08:00.004+08:00

Ok, hi people... its me again... sorry to my very loyal readers was busy for more than a week and so could not blog much.... anyways there was not very many things to blog about.... haha.... I dont know if there is a bug in the counter.... have no idea which sane person would click my blog 11200 times and counting... (haha maybe johnson XD)...

Ok... so just an update, the blog has new tags at the "ME" page that shows my older posts =).... anyways i am still trying to find a way to link it back to the original page.... (I am officially horrible at HTML.... lol)...

Anyways, last monday, went to school and soccer (I officially need a new pair of boots.... anybody wants to follow me to queensway?)... we played punk with ms ivy for 3 days.... lol... feel damn bad... haha... told her we will pass the prototype to her on tues and in the end we only did it on thursday.... tuesday was basketball... I cant believe I perspirted so much... lol... I could fill a small styrofoam cup with it.... damn disgusting.... haha... anyways i think i am improving slowly... =)... My aim is to be as good as Akagi Takenori.... The best center at japanese high school level... haha...

Last wed went to jap class alone.... Joey had something on.... There were only 6 people including me in the class (the whole class is 21 people).... WTF! haha.... even Ms Okamoto was demoralised.... lol.... soon 3 more people came and It became a bit more like a class.... anyways I am free next wed.... holiday break for japanese class.... Thursday was a little more relaxed nothing much on....

Friday was WORK!!!! haha... Met up with Clement, Johnson Chua, Han Qiang and Terry and went to do work... very good pay man=)... I shall not disclose any figures here... hehe... We worked at OUB centre (F***ING DUSTY SIA) and then at 8 Anthony Road at newton circle.... The only complaint I have is that it was an 18 HOUR SHIFT!!!! worked and worked from 5pm on fri to 11am next morning... hope i wasnt a hinderance to the other 4 people... anyways, we had to shift like 1050 computers to UOB's new office.... was a really cool office... at 5 am, they told us that we needed to work longer to clear the computers... but those who needed to go at 6am could do so.... so we 5 chiong-sters did it for the OT pay.... haha.... by 10am, I think we could install a computer with our eyes closed.... lol...

On the sat morning, when i came home, went to bed immediately... well ok... before you scream "dirty!!!", I did bathe first lol.... haha.., anyways me and my family went to see the Marina Barrage in the evening... Was really cool... Good place for a good view of the city.... hopefully I can get the photos from my brother soon!!! He was trying out his new baby... the CANON EOS 500!!!... so the photos will come out really nice =).... then we went for dinner at "Ah Peng's restaurant" which serves the best Or Nee (Teo Chew Sweet Yam with ginko nuts and coconut milk) ever.... Its like awesome ah!!! But I must give a disclaimer! dont go if you have heart problems... lol... haha... It like sinfully full of coconut milk.... shit put on the 1 1/2 kg I lost last week.... haha...

Sunday was a good day... went to church for servers meeting and watched facing the Giants again... a real good movie for Christians and non-Christians alike... but, if you dont really like religious themes, then I wont force you... haha.... Mass was celebrated by Father Johnson! really good sermon.... anyway, he was there to try and raise money for the 31st parish of Singapore (Church of the Divine Mercy)... He was really humorous and told us a joke.... "If you cant donate because money is your problem, then give me all your problems"... haha....

Anyways, here I am blogging on monday again... =) so I promise tmr there will be an update!!!! no more slacking.... if not my blog will become like the OUB centre... F***ING DUSTY XD

"The rift in the strong bond"

2009-09-11T23:57:00.006+08:00

Hey people.... Its me again =) yes I am finally blogging again to satisfy my faithful subscribers... haha... well the last few days have been really, really hectic.... I have seen enough SIP reports to last a lifetime... haha... (But, if you guys out there need help, dont worry, just ask! I wont turn you down ^^)... I think i already memorized the flow of the SIP report... lol...

Anyways... My brother told me that I was "acting cute" with all these stupid text faces I have been typing on my blog... haha.... i guess you gonna see them less often after this post! no more ^^, XD, -_-, =), =D and T_T.... and for the record, I am not acting cute!!

Anyways, we went out for dinner with Ms Ivy at Suntec City's House of Sudanese... I am currently trying to get photos, but It will take a while now that Jingbo has gone back to China... but dont worry! I will get them asap... We really enjoyed ourselves.... but I must admit, Xiaoyun was a bit "high" that night... haha.... all those who went will understand... lol... if she is sober and still like that, I never want to see her high on alcohol XD...

"The rift in the strong bond"

Anyways, to end off the post on a more serious note, we had some problems within our class that I can see will cause a rift between us... Alarming right... Ah well, It all started when we as a class celebrated birthdays for every month... and well we sorta forgot Zhi Yuan and Jeannette's B'days... so we are like always asking them to pay for others, but never made any celebration for them... so for the last round of celebrations, we asked them to pay again and there was some misunderstanding.... This made the "Fantastic 3"upset and so they didn't come for the celebrations.... So maybe this is a good opportunity to note that it was not intentional!!! Sorry!!! It was never our intention to insult anybody....

We don't really know the what they are unhappy about at the moment, but we are trying to solve it.... Hopefully, this wont cause a Berlin wall to be constructed inbetween the classmates.... == I MUST ADD THAT THE LAST PARAGRAPH IS ALL MY SPECULATION AND I CANNOT GUARANTEE IT'S ACCURACY ==... It gave us (Me, Zhi Yan & Nadiah) a big headache and It was the first time I had such a heavy feeling during a class celebration... SOS, GOD HELP US!!!!

But, this must not spoil the mood for other's birthdays! So Happy Birthday to Qing Wen, Terry and Yeong Yih!!!! I will update your on the latest on this breaking news, Alex Chua, Channel Alex Asia, Singapore.

My 4th rave, my 5th complaint

2009-09-08T10:09:00.005+08:00

Hi people, its me again... haha... well the last few posts have all been about raves.... well not very many complaints recent.... Well this post is again gonna be about another rave XD.... Should change the blog's name to cybernetic-raves.blogspot.com... haha

Ok... last Saturday went to the North District's youth rally to help out with the Benediction.... was really fun and got the TShirt they gave..... was really cool to start incence fire with solid fuel.... haha.... Anyways, hopefully I can help out in more of these rallies.... I much prefer it to going for the rally itself... but, maybe missing the P&W was a little sad....

Then comes Sunday.... nothing much happened except for my maid's birthday.... celebrated with her and got a cake.... I remember the first time we got her a cake... she cried cause so touched.... well if I got my first b'day cake in my life at 17, I would cry too... =D...

Monday was really awesome.... had fun playing MetalSlug with them (Clement, Yan Ho and Johnson) on the OHP... lol... haha we so quickly adapt to new environments XD.... we now only lack a PS2.... SAMUEL.... WHERE ARE YOU??? XD haha... man I am going to miss the SIP period where we get to be closer... after SIP I can see Nadiah getting stucked to Yeelyn again, the Fantastic 4 going to fight crime together.... and me, terry, clement and zab back to our own cliches again.... hai.. well all good things have to come to an end....

Anyways, took the bus with Zhi Yan and she finally gave in and sat on the top level.... lol.... very hard for me to sit at the bottom deck but she dont wanna climb -_-.... haha.... anyways she went to Kovan.... and I just remembered my first time there... lol.... never been to heartland mall till the first time I studied together with my TP friends.... If I remember correctly... it was at KFC with Welson, Clement, Joey and Jeanette.... haha.... and Terry says I have a good memory.... lol.... I have to agree XD (too hao lian liao!!!)...

I can even remeber the first day in TP.... MARY CHUA SUCKS..... lol.... She asked me to show her my IC so she can check if I spell MY own name CORRECTLY.... What the Fishballs right?....(Something we agreed to say in place of f**k during the ramadan month... haha).... Anyways, Welson was the first person to talk to me... haha... first sentense was "you are in our class is it?"... lol....

Ok.... getting out of point already... Well soccer was fun as usual.... finally managed to kick the ball =D... and my new gloves rock man.... but my shoes became "hungry" and opened it's "mouth"... lol... looks like I will be going to Queensway... anybody interested in joining me? hopefully no need to walk alone... Damn I sound like a liverpool fan.... yucks.... :P....

Finally reaching today.... never update in like 3 days liao... so I decided today was good... I am sitting like 5 meters from "her" =D.... lol... that was so random la.... anyways to end it off, as promised, here are some pics from the last day in the SIP lab...

lol... looks like a wedding photo and Johnson and Olivia are the couple XD

" welcome to TP... here we have world class facilities...." lol looks like a promotional poster XD

guys over GTA

One sister, one brother, and one girlfriend
Me in an on the spot shot....
"Kiam Pak" face... haha... lol.... just joking
Peace is the new in thing!!!
lol... watsup with terry's face.... and clement's hair... haha

Ok... thats all folks.... see you... ^-^

3rd rave

2009-09-05T00:29:00.004+08:00

Hey people, its me.... I haven't blogged for 3 days already, so I decided today is a good day to blog and sum up the week =)

Anyways Wednesday started as a great day for me... but Ezzat told us to clear the lab 2 days ago cause he wants to move all the computers (but he still has not done so lor)..... make us do stupid things like bring home our stuff and make our bags so heavy all at once.... at first it was next semester, then Sept 11, then today then2 days ago..... so how? we don't even know whats going on..... hai....

I have found out this semester that there are many crazy two faced people.... (prime examples Ezzat, Mr Unni) They are nice one moment then they change to become horrible demons within seconds.... They may even be Satan himself.... So anyways thinking that Wednesday would be our last day, so we took some class pics.... here they are....

class pics with the in-house members =D

so ya.... and I dunno what Terry is doing in the pictures.... looking at the sky? haha....

Also, thinking we had the computers for the last day, we went crazy and we played DOTA (Johnson, Yan Ho, Terry, Clement and Kenneth).... lol.... looks like I am still noob after all this years of playing T_T..... anyways we played like the whole day.... 6 -7 matches.... almost lost my mind..... haha...

After SIP, went to Japanese class.... yup... Wednesday just became my ultimate favorite day of the week XD..... It is the only day I say something more to "her" than "hello, morning" and "bye bye" =) (I feel so lucky TuT <--------- tears of joy)....

Then the next day, went to school and was blown away... almost slapped my face to see if I was dreaming..... The computers were still there XD..... nah just kidding..... "she" was wearing the same colour as me for like 2 days in a row (oh happy day =D)..... totally coincidental by the way....

Had a normal day afterwards... played for 3/4 of the day, ate for 1/8 of the day and worked for 1/8 of the day.... haha.... so much for learning working skills in SIP.... but I must admit, we did learn alot of teamwork.... THROUGH GAMES XD.... Last few days I didn't see Eric.... wondered where he went....

Then finally today.... we went to school to still find the computers there... wanted to go to Vivo to get some stuff from daiso.... In the end had a meeting with Ms Ivy and so we decided that mon would be better..... Anyways, I feel that my SIP grade will not be so good.... worked so hard (for 1/8th of the time at least XD) but I feel we are playing too much.... 1 week left.... GAMBATTE KUDASAI!!!!!!!!!!!...... hopefully a "B" would suffix.... I don't wanna get lower than that...

Hopefully my grade won't destroy my dream of getting the Lee Kwan Yew award when I graduate =D.... Lastly, we took a mass photo during the last 45 mins of the day (I'll post it tomorrow).... I am gonna miss my SIP days.... I wish the people we have built good bonds with and those we strenthened our friendships with, will continue to stay as closely knitted as now....

Woah... what a long post.... haha... anyways tired liao... blog more tomorrow... bye!

p.s. If Johnson Huang is reading this, I will not entertain any questions XD... haha....

2nd movie rating, 2nd rave

2009-09-01T10:16:00.010+08:00

Hey people, I am back =D... anyways today i will start with my second movie review... I went to catch the Singaporean movie "where got ghost" by Jack Neo yesterday with my family.... and it was really fun.... [SPOILER ALERT] As i will be reviewing it, there will be some parts of the plot being discussed here, so if you really don't enjoy the story being divulged, don't read on XD.....

Ok, I went to the cinema expecting the usual fare of Jack Neo's type of movie (Stereotypically, the filial piety, nonsensical jokes and crazy hokkien dialogue) and yes, it did not disappoint in that aspect.... but, it did not only give that. I felt it gave more than I expected. It had cleverly integrated "morals of the story" into the main plot and gave the short stories some heart.... This movie really showcased Jack Neo's ability in terms of ingenuity, wit and important life lessons. Sounds cool for a Hor-medy right? =)
Story 1: Roadside got ghost
In this story, the characters were con-men who tricked others by using fear of spirits.
Parts I liked: This story had an interesting plot and a very good idea.... the 4D ploy was well thought of and executed. This story had the least number of "scary moments"... although I must admit, the effects were quite nice....
Parts I didn't like: The characters were not well introduced and didn't really evolve as the show went on.... but after saying so, it WAS a short story, so character development is not very easy.....

Story 1: Forest got ghost
In this story, the characters were army men going for reservist training in the jungle and met ghosts in the forest.
Parts I liked: By far, this was the funniest story out of the three.... The two characters had great chemistry and connected very well to make it very humorous.... The jokes like the compass (best joke of the movie XD) and the scene where they were passing motion were witty and well brought across....
Parts I didn't like:The lack of plot.... It was the type of story that you expect a secondary student to have written and got a C6 for....

Story 1: House got ghost
In this story, it was the continuation of Jack Neo's last movie "Money no enough 2".
Parts I liked: This story was the most wholesome and family oriented of the three... It reminded us that peace and safety is the most important... If you watched the earlier movie, you would understand the jokes that were shown.... I like the part where the brothers were saved from a landslide by a vision of their mother' ghost.... that was a very good illustration of life (sometimes it seems like we have the worst life and blame God and our family... then we find out that it was actually for the better....).
Parts I didn't like: Use of a marketing ploy of the girl standing at 45 degrees.... even I could have done that....

Overall, the movie was good fun and a great way to spend time with friends and family... The 3 short stories in one movie is not as confusing as it seems and the computer graphics that were used were better than I expected.... great for a Singaporean film. It's only downfall is that it is not really up to the mark in terms of the number of memorable moments in the movie... (My rating: 4/5 stars)

Anyways, we went to fetch the girls from Myanmar that day and here are some photos ^^:

@ Terminal 2

The welcoming party without Nadiah (Camera women)... See la... so lucky got 7 people to fetch them =D... by the way, Clement was being pulled down by me and Terry because he tried to act tall XD

Ok.... thats all.... XD see ya!

My fun day of doing nothing

2009-08-29T22:13:00.002+08:00

Hello people.... well today it was really nice to be able to stay home for the whole day and just do nothing..... maybe its good after sooooo many days rushing work and stuff.... anyways today's TV was weirdly entertaining with 2 very cool stuff that happened.....

Firstly, I just watched the F1 qualifying for the belgium grand prix and Fishicella from force india got pole!!!!! WTF!!!.... haha.... great job by the people at force india (applause please! XD)..... hope they finally get the points the want for so long =D....

I was also watching MJ's concert on channel 5.... I cant believe that people actually cried (believe it or not) just because he was there singing.... WTH.... I must admit I am a fan of his but I don't think I will ever cry at the concert.... I mean siao (maybe if shariffa went, she would cry =X)..... and then i found out that there is going to be a movie for him..... maybe people should let him rest in peace..... lol..... even when the pope died, there wasn't so much hype.... and he was the pope! haha....

Thats all for today folks..... I cant believe i blogged twice today.... I need to start getting a life XD.... See you all soon....

My 4th complaint

2009-08-29T00:16:00.009+08:00

Hey people, it is me again.... well its like 12.15 in the morning and I am still blogging.... haha..... talk about hardworking XD.... anyways I took bus 24 home from the airport today..... went to fetch my friends who went to Myanmar for OSIP..... (btw I didn't take that photos in the post.... Nadiah I want the photos on mon! =D) It took me close to 2 hours to get home...... hai....

Anyways I was just thinking on this very very long bus ride, Am I very loud and iritating around my friends? haha.... sounds like a very weird thing to be thinking about on the bus... but ya... I find that at home I am very quiet, but when I meet my school friends (Chong Boon and TP) I find myself raising the decibel bar by 2 notches.... and I try to crack jokes that sometimes are really stupid in the setting....

I also feel so much like Chandler from friends....(by the way I love friends =D) Always trying to tell a lame joke when there is an awkward situation..... Is it because I am trying to be popular? Maybe its for my friends to decide.... I think it maybe one of the reasons "she" doesn't notice me... (yupp the same girl from the tune of the day post) I try to get in her good books and maybe try too hard..... hope she doesn't feel that way =)....

Ah well.... anyway, the day was really fun... got to DOTA with Erica(Eric), his gang and Tessa(Terry) (NOTE:Clement started giving female names to all the male people in our lab... haha), hang out at TM and Tamp 1 with them as well, before seeing my friends at the airport for the 1st time in 2 months....

BTW, since next week is the last week in our lab like forever (AMS people coming and hacking everything to construct their own lab.... hai... T_T), there will be alot of photos!!!!! XD well tired already... see your guys soon...

3rd Complaint

2009-08-28T09:09:00.006+08:00

Hey people.... Its me again... ah well I should stop starting my posts like that... haha.... obviously is me XD.... anyways the past few days were not very eventful, hence the lack of posts....

So on Wednesday, Jap class was really fun... started learning katagana writing.... I am enjoying myself very much.... hopefully by 3 years time, I would have mastered the language.... I find it quite ironic that my chinese sucks but I am trying to learn a language that came from chinese XD.... And yes for people who don't really know me, my chinese was the only subject in Secondary school that was constant.... well constantly F9... haha... I was amazed that it improved to E8 by the time of "O" levels....

Also, I just found out yesterday that my lab for SIP will be shut down 1 week before my SIP ends. hai... stupid AMS people.... find your own labs! Ah well so sad.... I have had fun during the past 6 months.... but everything needs to come to an end.... So hopefully we can get 1 week off from our SIP =X....

Yesterday I also took this quiz on FB.... cool huh? haha... I'm a "hero" =D....

Ok thats all for now.... See your soon!

Photos!

2009-08-26T08:58:00.012+08:00

Step right up! Take a picture with Alex!!XD
And again!
And a group photo..... where you looking Rizal?
and again.....
AND AGAIN?!@#!(#&!^ hahaha.... XD

I guess Nadiah and Amalina took the "Life-is-short, take-more-photos" saying too seriously.... I swear I almost lost my eyesight that day.... haha....

Anyways we were traveling in the car and discussing what were the "evasive measures" if Mr Augustine Thong were to call Rizal's group during the movie....

Zab: So what you going to tell him?

Rizal: never mind la.... just tell him we going for lunch....

I was like o_O.... ya.... I am the only Cheena person ,its during the ramadan fasting period and I am in the car with 5 Muslims and Augustine Thong is supposed to believe we went out for lunch....? hahaha.... XD...... almost fell out of the car laughing.....

Well thats all....See you guys soon.... bye =D

2nd complaint and my 1st movie rating

2009-08-25T22:51:00.008+08:00

Hey people.... Its me again... Well today i started wondering if there is a great big neon sign saying "please be pissed off with me!" pasted on my forehead... haha... I was in the bus minding my own business when this guy alighting the bus started staring at me as I killed his family by standing just next to him.... ah well.... Its better than being ignored XD

Anyways me and a few of my friends went to catch "The Proposal" today.... I don't really know why I went.... not really into these chick flicks....but ah well... It was alright....

[SPOILER ALERT!!!] It was a "feel good" kind of movie that I would recommend people that need a bit of sweetness in their life at the moment to catch it.... Anyways the there were several plot holes which I would discuss here (cause I got nothing better to do now... haha).

1. There is not very much chemistry between the characters even after they "started falling in love with each other"... So they shared a hug (I can't believe Shariffa cried at that point) and a good talk.... and I am supposed to believe that they think their for each other for the rest of their lives?

2. The main character Andrew still harbors feelings for his ex, and the director showed him feeling happier just being with her.... So who is he really in love with?

3. The father's and son's estranged relationship can be miraculously be healed by a grandma faking a heart attack 0_o

4. Why the hell did he look so damn sad (As if cannot see her liao.... ) that he was unable to catch up after her if he was able to just meet her at the office less than 24 hours later?

5. She is too old for him.... good enough to be mother... haha... ok maybe I'm exaggerating... but you get the drift....

All in all though, It was a good movie to have a few laughs in... especially the crazy hip hop chanting in the woods and the dog with eagle... And the main male lead had a sort of "Chandler" sarcasm which was really humorous.... And Ramone the crazy exotic dancer/minister/minimart attendant/ waiter XD (My verdict: 3/5 stars)

I really had a great time with my friends too.... hope the next movie outing comes soon =D

Ah well... the day didn't end very well though..... just read my friend's blog and found out he kenna rejected when he tried to ask a girl out.... I can really tell he likes her... So here's to you (You know who you are...), Don't be too sad.... try to move on.... Me and your sister will be there for you all the way... don't be disheartened.... I'm sure you find someone special soon =).... JIA YOU!!!

All right thats all.. see you guys soon....

1st Rave

2009-08-23T13:52:00.008+08:00

Anyways, Man Utd won 5-0... SO much better performance than the loss to burnley... hopefully they get better =D All strikers on song.... and it gets better.... Ferrari got on the podium for the Valencia Grand Prix.... I guess by now you would have known which teams I like XD

Tune of the day

2009-08-23T10:48:00.010+08:00

Hey People,
This is something new I am trying... TUNE OF THE DAY XD
Its basically how I am feeling now through a song... so here goes...

(You Don't Know Me) by Russell Watson
You give your hand to me....and then you say, 'Hell..o.'
And I can hardly speak, my heart is beating so.
And anyone can tell, you think you know me well.
But you don't know me.

No, you don't know the one, who dreams of you at night..
And longs to kiss your lips, and longs to hold you tight.
To you, I'm just a friend..that's all I've ever been,
cause you don't know me.

CHORUS:
For I never knew the art of making love,
though my heart aches with love for you.
Afraid and shy, I let my chance go by..
The chance that you might love me too.

You give your hand to me, and then you say, 'Goodbye.'
I watch you walk away, beside the lucky guy.
To never, never ever know, the one who loves you so.
No, you don't know me.

CHORUS:
For I never knew the art of making love,
though my heart aches with love for you.
Afraid and shy, I let my chance go by..
The chance that you might love me too.

You give your hand to me, and then you say, 'Goodbye.'
I watch you walk away, beside the lucky guy.
To never, never ever know, the one who loves you so..
No, you don't know me

Well the song says it all.... I like a girl from my class, but she only sees me as a friend.... (I shall not say who...) Oh well... anyways its not all doom and gloom.... At least shes a friend=)

Complaint no. 1

2009-08-21T13:18:00.004+08:00

Hi people,
this is my first blog post... Well I dunno what possessed me to create it... Probably it was Nadiah... or Clement... maybe ZABABI!!! haha... or Mr. King of Ah Bengs in taiwan (Terry XD)... Well maybe its because I kinda feel I am ignored by people most of the time.... no... maybe all the time.... so I believe the computer is a better listener.... haha

Sad life right? Well, maybe that is why the blog's name says it all.

Anyway, like i was saying, I come into the lab in the morning and say to people who come in "GOOD MORNING!" they walk by... O_0

When i go to the canteen "DO YOUR WANT ANYTHING FROM THE CANTEEN???!!!!"
they continue to watch their show.... -_-

When they are leaving "GOOD BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" they run after their friends.... (T_T) huh...
Recently I've been listening to "Invisible" by that gay man Clay Aiken alot... It kinda explains my life.... lol

Well... To add in a little bit of sunlight into my very sad story (Hopefully, this will help to stop you from killing yourself in desperation) my life has good family, good friends.... and half siblings I never knew I had... =D

See you guys soon